Good morning Everyone!
Found myself waking up through out the night from weird dreams and then finally woke up crying..... Seems I can't turn these nightmares off.
Figures just as I find something special and amazing my demons want to come back and try to take the good from me. I just want to crawl into bed and hide, for the pain to go away so I can be happy and be loved. I don't want to be sad or scared anymore.
It frustrating when this happens and my depression and anxiety start to kick in, but this is when I have to dig deep and push back, allow myself to yes feel everything but to also remember that I do deserve to be loved and wanted....
I just want to be in your arms right now as I know you will keep me safe and make me feel loved, even if I try to push you away.. You won't let me and that's one of the reasons why I love you. You haven't given up on me yet! ??
Sleepy Violet ??