Violet624(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.

Stressed Out

6 years ago. Monday, March 11, 2019 at 10:08 AM

Moved into my new apartment this morning..... Basically it's the same lay out just a little smaller, do to the fact I could no longer afford the bigger place.

I haven't been able to work due to being so sick and putting money into my brothers gym hasn't helped in that area either. Also paying full price for a storage unit which is both for my brother and myself is not easy either as its a bloody big unit! Also being an adult and paying bills on top of everything else is well.... ?

So basically I'm screwed for the next few weeks and it's not the nice screwing either. Anyways I'm looking ahead for brighter days. ??

Anyways off to help my brother before I get disowned again....

Violet and Hank ??

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Violet624​(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

Stressed Out

Violet624(sub female)