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Thoughts From A Sub

This blog is intended to put my experience as a sub with an otherwise normal life down into words. Both to elicit feedback but also to not feel stuck in my own head.
2 months ago. Monday, November 10, 2025 at 3:50 PM

Well Locktober has come and gone.  31 days without an orgasm. Definitely, an eye opening experience to be certain.  On November 1st, Alley and I woke to a quiet house. Our daughter had stayed with the grandparents.  We had the morning to ourselves and boy did we.  

I woke and prepped Alley’s latte just as she liked it. To be honest, there were some moments I was absolutely excited about what was to come (Or who). But, there were other moments like as I prepped the latte that I almost forgot… not sure if that was the right word, but I had in a way grown adjusted to the circumstances as things became more routine.

but as Alley finished her latte, she spread opened her legs buried under robe and curled her finger for me to come.  I needed no instruction. I knew what I was there to do. I got on my knees, slowly kissing her inner thighs, left and right, left and right. Inch by inch I crept toward her ln a zig zag fashion like a bee to a blossom. And just as my tongue reached to taste her nectar I heard another buzz.  Suddenly I saw her purple vibratory pressed against her pistil.

 “You want to taste?” She asked.  

 

“Yes, fuck!, please I want to taste, you know I love the way you taste!” 

“But is that all you want?  Because I can give that to you if that is all you want… but you’re expecting more today aren’t you?”

 

”I…I…I oh god” I was overwhelmed and filled with mixed feelings. Of course I wanted to cum. I desperately wanted to cum… but I didn’t want to stop wanting to cum.

 

“Here… since it’s been so long, let me finish myself, and you can watch for refresher course…I’ll be disappointed if you’re so excited you finish before me… and let’s be honest babe! You’re great at what you do… and I do miss feeling you thrusting inside me… but you can’t do me like I can do me… nobody can do me like I can do me.  So watch and learn.” 

I stood there wearing nothing but my cage.  I don’t even remember taking off my clothes. hearing her moan as I watched. I felt like a fan at the edge of his seat hoping and praying his team wins the championship.  And then it happened, home run. She made that exquisite gasp that I love to hear. I was so exhausted that I had almost forgot.

“come here…” she whispered. She pulled the key from her drawer told me to lay down on the bed. She handed me the key and said, “well, Go ahead…” I placed the key inside my the lock, slowly turned the key and slowly began to remove the cage, and handing the pieces to Alley.

I didn’t know what to do, next… but alley did. Slowly she pressed her lips against the tip of my cock. To be honest, I had been so long, I wasn’t certain it would get erected that quickly… but there it was full mast. Same as it ever was… I was kinda surprised that it was ever able to fit in such a tight cage. For those curious, I’m 6.8 in length and 5.6 in circumference when erect. That said, I’m a grower not a shower, and I honestly prefer the smaller cages for discretion/humiliation purposes. So, my is 1.5 inches in length and 1.3 inches in circumference.  

and back and forth Alley went, alternating between her mouth and hand. It felt so incredible, I couldn’t believe I wasn’t cumming then and there. I truly lack the words to describe, just how exquisite her hand and mouth felt. All I can say is that in the past, it’s usually Alley who gets so overwhelmed we need to stop.  It took everything in my power to not beg her to stop because it felt overwhelming. And just then… she pulled out a condom. Tore it open and told me to put it on.  She turned over on her back. And told me that I have 45 seconds to cum while inside her.  I sprung into action. Of course I wouldn’t take that long. I was surprised I’ve already lasted this long.
And slowly I thrusted into her. Oohhhh God!!! Even with the condom I could feel the perfect walls grasping around me that I remember so well… she began to moan as well. It was like old times, it was perfect. Her pussy is perfect. And then I felt a push on my chest.

She said in a panted voice… “ok you’re going to need to finish yourself. Hurry up, we have to get ready to head out soon.”  Normally I would’ve been upset by this, but I had become so accustomed to just doing as she said that I immediately began stroking as she watched. The satisfied smirk on her face.  “You better hurry, and finish or I’ll lock you back up….”  And that was all it took… her putting the idea of being locked up in my head, was all I needed to cum vigorously. Semen flowing out of me of like the river meeting the falls…

And that was it. She cleaned up and  got ready. I cleaned up and got ready. And out the door we went.  I honestly wasn’t sure what was going to happen next, I had cum. I was satiated. I didn’t feel the urge to be locked up again, and she didn’t seem interested in me continuing to be locked up.  I guessed it was fun, but now we’re going back to normal. To be honest I wasn’t really sure how I felt. 

1 week later: 

my folks offered to watch the kids so we could have a date night.  We got reservations at restaurant by the lake front. Had a wonderful meal and then decided to go for a walk.

“You know…” she brought up, “you’ve been pretty mean this week. Were you intentionally just being extra mean?”  

“No, not at all. I’ve just been tired. And come on I’ve still been making you coffee when you ask. And I’ve still been pretty affectionate.” 

“have you been masturbating at night?”

”yes…  I mean you’ve been going to bead early, don’t seem like you were in the mood. Honestly, you say I’ve been pretty mean, but I think you just got overly accustomed to how attentive I was while in chastity for so long. I think that became your new normal.”

”oh my god, you want me to lock you back up to you??? It hasn’t been a week and you want to be locked back up, 

“To be honest, I don’t want to be locked up as much as I want you to want to lock me up.” 

“she smiled…I do miss not having to ask for my lattes, and you honestly do the laundry better than me. Tell you what let’s go home and have some fun before picking the kids and we’ll see how we feel afterwards.” 

we arrived home ripped each other clothes off and got straight to fucking. This time with no condom, just ravaging each other like when we first got. Together. 15 minutes in she began to climax! I continued to thrust hoping to finish and maybe even take her to the peak one more time. And then she panted:

“hey! We need to go! Are you almost there?”  

“Yeah, sorry. Give me a minute. I masturbated this morning so, it might take a bit.”

”hahahaha ohhh did you now??” She pushed me off her… “Well, since we’ve both got to finish today, we’re even.”

She reached for her drawer pulled out my cage. “ hop in the cold shower and Put this back on.” She left the room. I paused. Still panting considering whether or not to finish myself. “I mean if I’m quick I can finish in 30 seconds. It’s just a game anyway, and it’ll help me get soft faster.” In my head debating whether or not to finish, and then I realize I’m standing in the cold shower, watching my dick steadily go limp.  I dried off, put my cage on, locked it and walked to the other room to hand her the key.

”I better not have to ask for my latte tomorrow.”

it’s been 3 days since and she has not had to ask. It’s only today that I’m really starting to feel the urge, the frustration, the desire to please her. But this time… I honestly have no clue when it’ll end. This time when she says she’ll play with me… I don’t know what that entails. For the first time I have no clue how long it will be before my next orgasm… And I Love It!!!! 

ok bye.

 

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