1 month ago. Tuesday, December 2, 2025 at 10:32 PM
my heart is numb, please hold me for a while
i need someone who believes and gives reassurance
and discipline, i know what is right and what is wrong but i need reinforcement
maybe these things come from myself, yes?
i cannot maintain it all at once
there needs to be a release, the pain needs to be beaten out of my body
please take it away
and remind me