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Jan 12, 2026, 9:22 AM • if I closed my eyes and went up in flames - if I took too much and I suffocate

Jan 9, 2026, 11:41 PM • And I can never say never... So I might just f*ck you forever

Jan 6, 2026, 6:35 PM • I guess it's just my life and I can take it if I wanna

Jan 5, 2026, 10:18 PM • wish someone told me - living this life would be lonely

Dec 26, 2025, 8:19 PM • how do you know what you'd do if you loved me?

Dec 26, 2025, 8:54 AM • I don't wanna hear from you today - so please, can I get a little space?

Dec 25, 2025, 8:39 PM • everyone is telling me that i need help or therapy but all i need is to be left alone

Dec 22, 2025, 8:55 PM • rambles

Dec 21, 2025, 1:26 PM • I know what it is but I can't suffocate it

Dec 20, 2025, 1:50 AM • the swindler

Dec 16, 2025, 5:52 PM • right where you left me

Dec 16, 2025, 7:57 AM • string of hearts

Dec 16, 2025, 1:00 AM • his Madeline

Dec 16, 2025, 12:41 AM • orchids

Dec 15, 2025, 6:02 PM • sticks and stones

Dec 15, 2025, 1:53 PM • treading water with the fate of ophelia

Dec 10, 2025, 10:11 PM • when it started

Dec 5, 2025, 1:54 AM • I don't know what is colder

Dec 3, 2025, 11:46 PM • nothing like you

Dec 2, 2025, 10:50 PM • love it or let it kill you

Dec 2, 2025, 10:50 PM • sinking tug and cargo 11.23.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:49 PM • I used to write 11.22.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:48 PM • what do you do 11.22.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:48 PM • this has to be beautiful 8.1.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:47 PM • how to reinvent yourself for under fifty dollars

Dec 2, 2025, 10:47 PM • addictions 7.21.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:46 PM • do you ever 7.4.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:46 PM • lucky 5.17.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:45 PM • happy mother's day 5.11.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:44 PM • 2018 - 5 years old 1.19.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:43 PM • going home 1.12.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:42 PM • I tell myself 1.11.25

Dec 2, 2025, 10:42 PM • sleeping with your cane 11.28.24

Dec 2, 2025, 10:41 PM • 536am 11.4.24

Dec 2, 2025, 10:41 PM • oh dear 10.30.24

Dec 2, 2025, 10:40 PM • Sunday afternoons 10.6.24

Dec 2, 2025, 10:39 PM • more than a craving 10.5.24

Dec 2, 2025, 10:38 PM • you don't have to go home but you can't stay here 10.1.24

Dec 2, 2025, 10:38 PM • choices of the universe 10.1.24

Dec 2, 2025, 10:37 PM • practical magic 10.30.22

Dec 2, 2025, 10:36 PM • correlation 10.1.24

Dec 2, 2025, 10:36 PM • notes from therapy 10.1.24

Dec 2, 2025, 10:34 PM • how do you know it is the end 9.23.22

Dec 2, 2025, 10:34 PM • this did not go where i thought it was going to 8.26.22

Dec 2, 2025, 10:33 PM • floating with the moon 8.26.22

Dec 2, 2025, 10:32 PM • clarity 8.26.22

Dec 2, 2025, 10:31 PM • visits in my dreams 8.26.22

Dec 2, 2025, 10:30 PM • write hard and clear about what hurts 5.1.22

Dec 2, 2025, 10:29 PM • where are you 4.30.22

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