7 years ago. June 17, 2017 at 4:14 AM
Fuck it i tried. Guess i dont fit in here bc women r more than objects to me. That's fine. Good luck w the down syndome sharks here
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Calugula in exile
I've tried many place to find what i think i want and come up empty handed each time. As i sit here the nurse giving me a final hightly vitals check i realize the complete futility of it all. I wait for that woman i wait for new lung i perpetually wait for things i cant have. Here though lie the delimma if i give up on them there is nothing. No love no future. Maybe it's the drugs they have me on but i feel like I'm losing regardless of what i do. Just another hallow man t s elliot wrote about. The fear is gone but it's given way to indifference which terrifies me. Oh well my life is what it is i just thought i had more to give
underHisFeet(sub male)
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I almost could see some of your points here until the Downs Syndrome sharks. That's as fucked up as a soup sandwich. I take it you dont know, or are too wrapped up in your own woes to get to know someone with DS. The sea would be such a better place. Hot Shot idea prob great great for self loathing piss ants .
6 months ago