caligula21(switch male){None and o}

Calugula in exile

I've tried many place to find what i think i want and come up empty handed each time. As i sit here the nurse giving me a final hightly vitals check i realize the complete futility of it all. I wait for that woman i wait for new lung i perpetually wait for things i cant have. Here though lie the delimma if i give up on them there is nothing. No love no future. Maybe it's the drugs they have me on but i feel like I'm losing regardless of what i do. Just another hallow man t s elliot wrote about. The fear is gone but it's given way to indifference which terrifies me. Oh well my life is what it is i just thought i had more to give

Nooo

6 years ago. June 17, 2017 at 7:03 PM

I take back what i said last night bc there r some great ppl here. As far as those who feel the need to control other's seek help. Bdsm is what it is but psychologically if ur dominance reaches the point where u tell someone who to talk to and when to do things ur just a controlling insecure cunt. U can insult me all u like but i tend to respect women. What happens behind closed doors is what it is but if u think for even a pussy hair of a second that ur insecure bravado translates to me being intimidated nice try. Come w ur best bc at the end of the day u couldn't get laid if it werent for this lifestyle. Help is out there, seek it. And as big as my cock is I'd still prefer if u got off of it.

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Calugula in exile

Nooo

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