So I guess I've decided to move forward...
I broke up with my boyfriend of five long years just over a year ago... since then I have had a tornado break through my life and turn everything upside down and crazy. I have had a miscarriage with a shitty person which is a good and bad thing, got a dog who is now my best friend in the world. I stopped talking to a lot of friends, made some new ones...made some enemies.... and almost went back to very bad old habits.
But I think that in the last couple weeks Ive decided that I need to change some things. Yes they're a little on the impulsive side, but at least they're good impulses. As of tomorrow I'm getting on the Keto train, I've already started a bit workout routine and I'm going to quit smoking... that last one will be the hardest of it all I think. But I need to stop doing whatever it is I am doing as I'm not going to be the best I can if I'm stuck in the mess that is me. (Also I really want to look good... better....when I get my diploma I've been working on for 3 years)