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Not really a blogger, just sharing what's on my mind. Thank you for stopping by and reading.
5 years ago. April 26, 2019 at 7:30β€―PM

Some of my closest friends here know that I'm "the sensitive one." It's something I used to be ashamed of. However, now I embrace it. I have a good heart, I have good intentions, and I wish no harm to anyone. I love hard and forgive quickly. It ends with many brokenhearted moments, but I never regret them. I cherish each one.

Sometimes I get caught up in the world and mistake acquaintances and enemies for friends. I let people get too close to me. I let my guard down because I foolishly believe no one means to do me any harm. I can hardly tell my friends from my foes. So I love them all for every deep cut they stab into me, allowing mistrust and deception to be the mainstream of how I'm treated. On the flip side, it also causes me to question those with even the best of intentions. They might actually be a friend. Yet I'll distance them for fear that their friendship isn't true or that there's some hidden agenda. For me, lately, they both feel and look the same.

 

 

If you've read this far, I'm uncertain if you're an enemy, a friend, or an acquaintance. Whichever you are, thank you for being here. You are helping me, become me! 🤗

 

HisRedd{Self} - πŸ€—β€™s from ReddπŸ’‹
5 years ago
CrimsonPaw - πŸ€— thank you!
5 years ago
Sensual City Girl{ForeverHIS} - πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–
5 years ago
Bunnie - From what I’ve observed, I think most people are in the same boat. I know I sure am. I hope some day we can learn to trust ourselves enough to know the difference. *hugs*
5 years ago
CrimsonPaw - Whew! it sure does feel good to know I'm not the only one! Relationships are complicated. Perhaps as time passes, it'll get easier to tell them apart. *hugs*
5 years ago
HGB​(sub female){Scottish M} - I usually am the same. Yet with recent things im currently trusting very few.
5 years ago
CrimsonPaw - Probably the wisest way to go
5 years ago
darksapphyre​(sub female){Protected} - At this point I am simply an acquaintance with hopes of making friends. I feel the same way about many relationships through my life and I am all too often waiting for the boom to fall. As a professor once told me, β€œYou have to separate the meat from the bones.” There are many good people out there. They’re just a little lost among the bones.
5 years ago
CrimsonPaw - I like that saying. Very wise professor. :) Thank you
5 years ago
Satindragon - Life has taught me to keep my friends close and my enemies even closer. πŸ’œDragon Hugs πŸ’œ
5 years ago
CrimsonPaw - Very wise advice. *Hugs*
5 years ago
Sweet Ginger​(sub female){βš“ } - πŸ’—πŸŒ·πŸ’—πŸŒ·
5 years ago
DominantUnique - Most people cross our paths for a reason, sometimes good and sometimes bad...its how we learn and grow
5 years ago

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