Daddy Issues

I have butterflies in my tummy. I get to meet Daddy today, I'm so nervous about it. What if he doesn't like me? What if I'm not good enough of a little for him? I go to the hotel where Daddy is staying, he told me he would be waiting for me in the lobby. I walk through the lobby taking in the fireplace, I get lost in the flames, watching them dance around. I feel someone come up behind me, I tense up. I slowly turn around to find a solid wall of muslce standing behind me. I take a step away from the person so I can look at his face. His greenish eyes are filled with longing, his strong jaw and his sensual lips are pulled into a smirk. That's my Daddy!! Filled with overwhelming excitment I squeal and jump into his arms, "Daddy! You came. You really came!!"

"Of course I did my babygirl. I have been waiting to meet you for a while now." His deep, claming voice sooths my raw nerves. "Daddy want to tuck you in now, come on little one." I follow Daddy to the elevator. I am bouncing with excitement, this is the first time I actually get to be in littlespace without my kiddos interupting the peace. "Is my little girl excited?" 

"Yes, Daddy. I am so excited. I get to be with you finally after so much waiting." My voice going all high-pitched with excitement. The elevator opens and Daddy leads me by the hand to his room. This is actually happening, Daddy opens the door to the room and sitting on the bed is a giant pink and purple unicorn stuffie. "Yay!!!! thank you daddy!!!!!" I run and jump onto the bed and wrap my arms around my new stuffie. I hear Daddy chuckle at my antics.

"Do you like your new stuffie princess?" 

"Yes, Daddy very much. Thank you." Still hugging my stuffie, I watch Daddy put on a movie. Frozen starts playing on the TV. I start singing along with the movie before Daddy gets a chance to sit down. 

"Do you like this movie baby doll?" 

"Yes I do Daddy." I say while nodding my head. 

"Come here baby. Cuddle up with Daddy and let's watch our movie while Daddy brushes your hair sweets." 

"Okay, Daddy." I move to sit next to him and I lay my head on his lap. Daddy starts brushing my hair, and I relax into littlespace. Once the movie stops playing Daddy puts the brush away.

"Come on baby, time for your bath."

"Okay, Daddy." I hear Daddy start the water and when he comes out to get me he leans against the door frame.

"Come here baby, let Daddy help you get ready for your bath." I set my stuffie down on the bed, and walk over to Daddy. with my heart beating out of my chest Daddy says, "Lift your arms little girl." I comply as Daddy takes off my shirt and unhooks my bra. I start to get shy until daddy says, "You are such a pretty little girl baby." I take a deep breath as he moves to take off my skirt. I got special panites for this that say Yes, Daddy on them. Once Daddy has my skirt down Daddy looks up at me, "Princess as much as I love these cheeky panties, they need to come off." Daddy slides my panties down, I know when he sees how exctied I am because he groans, "My baby likes it when daddy takes care of her. Doesn't she?" 

"Yes, daddy." My voice is all breathy and shy. Daddy takes my hand and leads me to the tub, he has bubbles and everything!  Daddy helps me into the tub and he starts washing my hair, once he is done with that he moves onto my body. He spends extra time on my breasts while he kisses my neck. the throbbing between my legs has me moaning for mercy. "Please, Daddy"

"What do you need babygirl?"

"Daddy I need you between my legs please." 

"In time princess, how about you let Daddy pet that pretty kitty, yeah?" 

"Yes please daddy." Daddy moves his hand in between my legs and he starts to stroke my pussy. I start to moan louder.

"Oh my, my little girl like her pussy stroked. you're fucking soaked baby." Daddy starts to circle my clit, slowly getting faster and faster. I am moaning like a wanton hussy and I don't care. "That's it baby, come all over Daddy's hands" I explode. Daddy helps me out of the tub and wraps me in a towel. "Let's get you all tucked in for a nap baby." My legs are useless so Daddy carries me to the bed. He sets me down on the edge and says," Okay baby, Daddy has a lolli for you to suck on." I can see the outline of Daddy's thick, hard shaft right in front of my face. My mouth waters at the site, Daddy yanks off his shirt, and pulls down his pants and boxers. Daddy is HUGE. 

"What if it won't fit Daddy?" 

"We will take it nice and easy baby. Now open up." I open my mouth and Daddy starts to feed me his cock. I have to force myself not to gag and swallow instead. "That's it baby, take Daddy's cock." Daddy starts to thrust his hips, he gets faster and faster until he stills and I feel his cum in my throat. I swallow as much as I can and lick Daddy off. My pussy is dripping wet again and feels empty, but Daddy is still hard! "Lay back now baby, Daddy is going to make your kitty purr around Daddy's cock." Daddy climbs on top of me and settles his shaft at my entrance. I can feel the pulsing of it, Daddy doesn't waste anytime. Daddy starts to feed my dripping pussy his cock inch my inch. When Daddy is about half way in he grits out, "Fuck baby, you are so fucking tight." After a few more thrusts from daddy he is in, he is so deep inside of me that my eyes roll back. Daddy starts to move, "That's it baby, tkae daddy's cock." I am beyond words right now, overcome with pleasure. I can feel the tension build and build until I explode.

"Daddy!!!" I scream as my pussy clamps down onto Daddy's cock. Daddy pulls out and flips me over. Without warning Daddy starts spanking me. "Daddy, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to come." I cry

"You don't ever come, not without having permission from Daddy. Do you understand little girl?"

"Yes, Daddy." I knew I was a mess up, he doesn't want me anymore.

"Daddy is gonna fuck your naughty little asshole for comming without permission. On your knees now." I comply while he gets off the bed. I feel Daddy climb back on the bed behind me. I hear the cap of the lube open and feel a cold trickle slide down my ass. Daddy uses first one finger then two, stretching my ass wide enough for him. It hurts but there is so much pleasure in knowing that he still wants me that i don't mind. Daddy takes away his fingers and replaces them with his cock. I try to relax but when he presses in it hurts too much.

"Daddy, please stop it hurts!" I cry 

"Relax and let me in little one. Daddy needs to punish you for comming without permission." I take a deep breathand let it out, I can feel Daddy slipping deeper and deeper into my bottom. "That's it princess, that's a good girl." The pain turns into pleasure as he says I am his good girl. Daddy slides in the rest of the way. Daddy starts to thrust slowly until I loosen up around him, then he really starts to move. Daddy pounds into me and i feel the tension building and building.

"Daddy, please may I come." I beg 

"Such a good girl. Yes you may. Come all over Daddy's cock. Come now." I scream as I let go and I see stars. I feel daddy's cock swell in my ass and feel the hot, ropes of cum jetting into my naughty little ass. This makes my orgasm continue into another. I am vaguley aware of daddy pulling out and I hiss a little. I feel a warm wet cloth wipe away the mess we made and then Daddy lifts me up and puts me under the covers. "Here's a paci baby, and your stuffe. Rest now baby doll, Daddy is so proud." 

So last night I wasn't feeling well and I wanted a stuffie SO bad! That's when I realized that I didn't have any and the only one I could find was a small teddy. So I snuggled with the small teddy, however I want a huge pink and purple unicorn to cuddle with. Soon, I think I am going to order one and an outfit too, I miss cuddling with stuffies. 

The thing that would be even better is that if Daddy got me the stuffie, it would be like cuddling with Daddy. I like the fact that I can get to be a little. I have had to hide this side of me for a long time, and now that I get to be a little I can't seem to stop thinking like a little. Which could be a problem when it comes to school in January. I want a Stuffie so bad right now. 

Of course I could use other stuffies from Daddy too. hehehehehe, but I can't do that until hubby has a mommy or daddy.

Thank you to everyone on here for the advice and help on the lifestyle. I am glad to say that I have found a Daddy, he was one of the first to reach out to me and helped me through getting my hubby to open up to the lifestyle. 

Now, all I have to do is help the hubby find a Mommy. That's the hard part seeming as there are more Daddies than mommies around and the hubby doesn't bat for the same team. I just want him to be as happy as I am. 

Any Dommes interested? I am sure we could work stuff out for everyone. 

We were surfing the internet over the weekend and I found some things that I really want!! Hopefully I will be able to get some soon. 

My hubby has a little side that needs a Mommy. I am a full little so I can't be that for him. Does anyone have any ideas on where to go looking besides here?

So last night I caught the hubby with a binki. There is NOTHING wrong with that. I asked him why he said he was doing research and he is a switch. I suggested we each find our own mommy and Daddy. He agreed. 

So, when we do find our mommy and Daddy we want to have a playdate together, my hubby needs a mommy and I need a full time Daddy who is okay with my hubby being my daddy too when he wants to. 

I explained that I need a 24/7 daddy to him and he agreed. So any and all tips and advice welcome!!!!! I have had a few offers already I might go take a closer look at them. Preferably someone in Washington State. 

Super excited that I get to have a Daddy and hubby has cleared it!!!!!!!!! Yay!!!!

So last night my hubby completely surprised me. I was reading in bed when he came into the room. He crawled in bed behind me and I put my phone down. Part of our nightly routine, but then he whispered in my ear, "Daddy's got something for his little girl." He placed a binki in my mouth and cuddled me. 

I had tears falling by the time he started playing with my hair, happy tears. Here is how the following scene went:

"Daddy wants to see his little girl in a onsie. Would my little girl like that?" 

Yes, Daddy. I would like a onsie and footie jammies." 

"Okay, babygirl. Daddy will get you some." I can't believe I have a Daddy! After a few minutes of cuddles Daddy ordered, "Play with my cock baby." I played with Daddy's big cock until he told me to get into 69. With Daddy's cock in my mouth and Daddy licking me, Daddy started to talk dirty! "Daddy's little girl tastes so good." he groaned. Daddy told me not to come. I held off until I couldn't take it.

"Please can I come Daddy, Please?" I begged.

"You can come. Come for Daddy." with that my body exploded. Daddy didn't stop he kept going, Daddy licked me until I begged again, " Daddy can I please have your cock inside me?" 

Daddy pulled me off of him, "Get on the edge of the bed babygirl. Let Daddy get a towel." While I waited on the edge of the bed for Daddy, I sucked on my binki. Daddy sank his hard shaft into me from behind, and he started to play with my bottom hole. "Does Daddy's little girl want Daddy's cock in her little ass?"

"Please Daddy." I cried. So full of love and joy, Daddy slipped into my bottom hole. 

"Call me Daddy." he ordered.

"Daddy." 

"Come on little girl fuck Daddy with that little ass." As I rode Daddy's cock I needed to feel Daddy's strength.

"Please fuck my ass Daddy." I plead. Daddy pounded into me until we both plunged off the edge together. 

I don't know how far he is willing to go with the DD/lg but I am so happy and in love that he is trying for me. God truly does work miracles. 

Having a family and a spouse who don't understand why you need to be a little is hard. You have to keep a tight lock on your emotions and deny yourself what you need. I have been living this way for about a year when I found out I had an inner little. 

I have tried to explain it to my spouse but everytime I bring it up it ends in an argument with him saying he shouldn't have to change. Having three kiddos makes things a wee bit more complicated than no kids. 

I am so tired of trying to be the adult at ALL times in my life. With my hubby, kids, my mom, my sister I am the one they turn to for advice, but there is no one for me to lean on the way I need to. 

Today is the day I get to meet my Daddy. I know that may not sound like much but ti the little girl inside me, it's the best day ever. We planned to meet at the hotel near where I live. With a fast heart beat and clammy hands I make my way towards the entrance. Daddy said he would meet me in the lobby and walk me to his room. As I walk into the hotel lobby I look around to find him, that's when i hear his voice from behind me, "There's my little girl." I turn to see my Daddy with a big smile on his face. Overcome with excitement I jump into his arms and he easily holds me there.

"Hi, Daddy!" I say when I have found my voice. Daddy sets me down and takes my hand to lead me to the elevators.

"Daddy's so happy he finally gets to hold his babygirl." His rich, soothing voice states as we get into the elevator. Once the door closes Daddy wraps his arms around my waist so that my back is to his front. I can feel how excited Daddy is as he whispers into my ear, "You have been such a good girl baby, but Daddy needs his good little girl to be naughty."

Heat pools between my legs as I think about being Daddy's naughty girl, "Yes, Daddy." When the elevator opens Daddy leads me by my hand again to his room. I'm pretty sure he can hear my heart beating in my chest. When we get to Daddy's room, I start to shake with nerves.

"Is my babygirl okay?" Daddy asks, concern lacing his voice.

"I'm nervous Daddy. what if you don't like what you see?" Daddy pulls me in for a hug, his strong arms wrapping around me.

"Baby girl, Daddy already knows he likes what he sees. Do you want to watch a movie while Daddy brushes your hair?"

"Yes please Daddy."

"Okay get on the bed and Daddy will get a movie going." I hop on the bed and sit with my legs crossed while he puts on Narnia. Daddy gets on the bed and sits behind me, I lean back into him as he starts brushing my hair. I can feel the tension leave my body. Daddy can too, "Are you ready baby girl? Daddy wants those sweet lips on his big cock."

"Yes, Daddy" I have always enjoyed having something to suck on.

"On your knees on the floor baby." Daddy orders. I get into position in front of Daddy. I can see the outline of his hot, hard shaft, my mouth literally starts to water. Daddy stands in front of me as he takes down his pants. "Open up for Daddy baby. I'm gonna feed you every inch of Daddy's big cock." I open my mouth and I feel a gush of arousal soak my panties. Daddy wraps my hair into one of his hands and guides his thick shaft into the heat of my mouth. There is a drop of liquid on the tip of his rod, I flick my tongue out to lick it up. The salty taste turns me on even more. I suck him into my mouth with a mission in mind, make Daddy happy. "Christ baby girl, you like having Daddy's big cock to suck on don't you. I look up into his eyes and see that they are filled with desire, I nod my head as much as I can with a mouth full of cock. With little warning Daddy picks me up and tosses me onto the bed. "Daddy's needs to be inside this little, sweet pussy of yours baby. But first, Daddy wants a taste." Daddy opens my legs and settles between them. He starts to lick me on the outside of my pussy lips, slowly making his way to my center. When I can't take it anymore and I know he won't go where I need him until I beg I plead with him.

"Please Daddy please. I need your cock inside me." Daddy chuckles.

"Okay baby, since you asked so nicely, Daddy is going to stuff you full." Daddy crawls up my body until we are face to face. He Lowers his lips to mine and kisses me. It's a toe curling, lust filled, kiss that claims my soul. I can feel the tip of his shaft at my entrance, and he slowly eases his way in. "Fuck baby, you're so god damn tight." I'm no virgin but I have never taken anything bigger than 7 inches and Daddy is at least 9. I'm making noises I didn't even know existed as he gets further and further seated into me. We both groan when he is balls deep inside me, his hips flush with mine. I can see the effort he is using to restrain himself from going to fast, the sweat gathered on his brow.

"Daddy please don't hold back please." I beg. I want Daddy all of him.

"Fuck" he growls out and he pounds into me over and over again. I can feel the tension getting tighter in my belly and my pussy gripping onto his cock trying to keep him inside. "Come for me baby girl. Come all over Daddy's cock." i'm launched over the edge, into oblivion. All my muscles contracting, milking his cock out of every drop of cum he has. Slowly as I come back to myself I feel his arms wrapped around me.

"Thank you Daddy" I say in a sated, breathy voice.

"Anytime baby."

I first realized I was a little and a babygirl at heart when I started to test out BDSM. I have always had a really special relationship with my actual Dad, naturally to this day I still listen to what he says. Hearing the words little one, good girl, and babygirl get me all ggoey inside.

Unfortunately, my life doesn't allow for me to indulge in what I need, a break from adult stresses. Being a mother of three and having a hubby(most likely a sub if he were into BDSM) make it very difficult. Not to mention that my entire family relies on me to get things done. I don't have any issues handling tasks and completing them, just sometimes I NEED a break. 

Trying to explain this to my mostly vanilla hubby has been intersting. He doesn't like to cuddle at all and would rather have me take care of everything. I have suggested that he gets a dom and so do I, but he doesn't want that. 

So here I am wanting and needing a Daddy but unable to actually have one.