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My Very Own Jeremiad

Random thoughts...pieces of me that pertain to nothing and anything. Yoda I am not, but yes I wish.
4 years ago. June 9, 2020 at 12:43 AM

Yet again my world is crashing down around me.  I’m tired of having to say good-bye to people way too soon.  Yes, its life, but it doesn’t mean it doesn’t suck for those of us left behind.  The hurt, sadness, is all consuming and if I end up falling down, I’m not sure its worth getting back up, but there is no other choice.  Up I go every time only to be knocked back down.  One step forward and three steps back. I’m definitely not going in the direction I’d like to be headed.  Maybe I should just turn around. 
 
Today, will be one of many for me to mourn and grieve. Tomorrow I will be back pounding the pavement.  One of many fears is latching onto a number, chasing it down to move through the pain.  This simply sucks, I have no words, no more tears just a deep feeling of despair.  I thought I couldn’t feel more loss, angry, sad, scared than I have been over the last few weeks and months.  Joke’s on me apparently. 

heart of gold​(switch female) - I'm sorry sweety this too shall pass u seem very strong willed .I'm here if u need . I know the feeling love
4 years ago
Massdomguy​(dom male)​{Not lookin} - J, I too have mourned way too many. I’m so sorry for your sorrow and pain and I am here also
4 years ago

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