This past weekend, my Daddy and I went to our first play session in many months. Normally I would have been very excited to go, but this time I was completely on edge.
The reasoning for this is that we would be playing for the first time in public. And the idea of getting naked, even partially, is terrifying. Having my every flaw on display, every mark and fold.
Body dysmorphia, the monster I deal with every day. But lucky for me, I have an amazing Dom who helps me defeat this with reassurance, his touch, and hungry gaze.
So I faced my fear. I took Daddy's hand and walked out onto the dungeon floor. Locking eyes with Daddy, and focusing completely on him. I dropped my dress to the floor at his command and took my place on the play rack of his choice. And that is where the really fun began.
On full display, I hid my face in my hair. But soon as the first hit grazed my skin, I jolted out of hiding. I could feel the gaze of others trailing my skin as my Daddy struck me again and again. It wasn't long before I was flying high and letting my sounds of pleasure escape my lips.
But like all good things, our play session sadly came to and end. But this time, instead of quickly covering myself in shame. I floated across the floor, bear and calm meeting others gaze.
I had never felt so comfortable in my skin as I did in that moment. And all I can say is thank you, to the amazing man that is my Dom. I am proud to be yours, and thank you for being as amazing as you make me feel.
