A Demi in Isolation

Mama Bear JJ​(dom female){koa} - What is a toy, kink, or fetish you haven't tried, but want to ... and why, what attracts you to it?

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - Toys I haven't tried! Basically anything from a DUNGEON! I wanna. Just the simple things to start, anything where I am vertical or bent over some kind of restraining furniture, stockades, crosses, fuck machines. Restriction is my Fetish. I can't live without being incapacitated in some way, CNC type things, I would take it every time every way if I could. I need to be able to push against bindings and writhe and squirm. Hanging to start, cause I like to be strung up like Art, and I feel I look my best as a taught, elongated wall painting.

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - Oh! Also, in terms of Kink. I would love to be neon body painted and locked in a cage as a GoGo dancer at a club. I love the idea of not being the center of attention, but just being on display. Not the focus, just doing my own thing, like dancing and writhing around in a cage. ^_^

TreasureMe​(sub female){Belonging} - Firstly, I love your voice!
Secondly, my question: What is a question you dread being asked, but one you want to know the answer to from others?

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - Aww! Thank you! I want to like it xD... I just have a lisp and I sound like a child at times lol. Both things that don't really fit my persona.

Hmm... I wonder. I am very open and I tend not to get embarrassed. So I think the question that scares me the most is the honest one, and the one I always want to know from others. Probably "Do you ever think you can be happy?" That being said, I am a happy person, but it is very philosophical for me. Because if I was ever asked, I could never say "I am 100% happy" there will always be something that I could say would make me "Happy" I am never fully satisfied, or dissatisfied with anything. They are my Demons. <3... EVEN MY VOICE!! UUGH!

CSI - How did you know your person was your one?

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - My person scared the bejeebus out of me when I first met him. Because their personality traits were very identical to someone in my immediate past. It took me a huge lightbulb moment to realize that I can be attracted to a personality, but it was his character that was so much and would be the difference in our relationship. I think lots of people (myself included) want something completely different than that that hurt us (especially when it was really hurt. First love kind of hurt) so I almost didn't even move forward, almost sabotaged it (multiple times...) but through it all, it was those foundational characteristics that matched mine (And a little bit of darkness, if I am honest) that make me melt into him and open up to him and cherish him as my person.

SageFlame​(sub female) - What is something you have done that gave you a great sense of accomplishment but to others it may seem ordinary?

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - Hmmm. My life. I feel like I am on the cusp of greatness, and to everyone looking in, it is very ordinary. I am unemployed, going to school as a mature student, 15 years older than anyone there, working on commissions and trying to save money to fund my future ventures. Each of those things I am very proud of being able to be so close to accomplishing... but from the outside, I look like a bum with no direction in life just trying to keep my head above water and keep my car payment from defaulting. But that was the risk I took in 2021 to throw it all in the air and see where it lands. I would do things a little differently, trusted some of the wrong business people, but I do feel that this ordinary is very close to being extra.

My Dear{Trust} - I agree on the absence of sound. Very often when alone I have no noise going in the background. I find the silence to be comforting and calm. The rest of the time it is something I actually want to listen to, and the audios here become an interruption, almost like a burden.
I'll join in eventually though; but, not yet.

Question: what is it about your AlphaWolf that drew you to him? How did the wolf capture the Oracle?

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - Oh gosh I am an odd duck... I honestly think his alouf-ness made me want him... I started talking to him, pursued him twice actually (mind you, he commented on a blog of mine first! =P) but it was his non-predatory nature (what?! from an Alpha wolfe? killing me) I am an absolute sucker for a mystery. I am insatiable for information and if I find something (someone... oops) interesting then I tend to get fixated. He always had an answer that was very personal to him, and he was very self secure in who he was and where he is in his journey. He is not right or wrong, he just is. I get to take it or leave it. Sexy AF. He has an accent and his voice just does things to me - from the perfect auditory perspective. Bonus.

I really imagine it as a wisp in a forest, observing a lone wolf and finding him fascinating before slowly exposing herself to him, in hopes that she peaks his interest just as much.

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - Totally get the interruption! my main platform is pintrest and I get sweary when there is a loud commercial that pops up. Puts all my senses on edge. I love pure silence. Not even a fan. It is blissful, add in coffee sounds and I am perfectly content.

My Dear{Trust} - Or the dishwasher!< I swear I love the quiet rhythmic noise of my dishwasher running.

Curiousmind​(sub female){Owned} - Do you have any kinks that you are embarrassed to admit publicly even amongst the BDSM community but happy to share with your partner?

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - Hmmm... nope, I do not think so. I actually might find that I would share it with the community before my Sir. Not that I want it from the community at ALL, it is just He is the only one who could humiliate me, not that he ever would. But I hold his opinion in very high regard, so sometimes those things may be hard for me to vocalize to Him. The community... I tend to just say anything, sometimes it is not even on my kink list, I just want insight. Hasn't been a problem yet though, it is more my past that I am working through.

Story time! (since you totally asked - and Yes, he knows about) I have a kink/fantasy about having a dinner prepared and on the table when he arrives home. When he sits down to eat, I am collared under the table... waiting for him. Just a little one, but I am excited to get to live it one day!

Curiousmind​(sub female){Owned} - Thank you for sharing Oracle 🌺
I hope your kink/fantasy comes to reality soon 🦋

Virginie​(sub female){lcpw} - I haven't been around but AMA? American Medical ...? i guess I'm stuck sifting through blogs. Wow girl you sound so full o joy!

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - It is a facade. :rofl: Just kidding. O'er here loving life. xD ... if only that PAID!

Virginie​(sub female){lcpw} - only misery pays. weird how that works

My Dear{Trust} - Ask Me Anything V... but, tbh, my mind goes to the AMA as we both know it Every Stinking Time!!!

WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male) - Hm, I read your blogs with a voice that sounds very much like your, but like it is slowed down ever so slightly, fascinating. I really like your voice. I am going to have to think of something to ask, since oddly both my questions have been for the most part asked.

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - I do tend (try?) To speak slower, but I can be excitable. 😅

WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male) - What is the origin of your screen name here?

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - Story Time! (And thank you for asking!)
I have been an avid video gamer for like 15 years. Not so much anymore, but my screen name was always EpicPollon, which is great for video games. Pollon came from my blood Deathknight, back in the cataclysm days, it is Greek for Blood Leech (or blood sucker- Pollone Di Ani; Pollone being the sucker part 😉)

But what a lot may not know is that the word Epic is actually/can be a Greek poem that was created by Orcales. If you think of all the prophecies that were shrouded in mystery and barely understandable about heroes, those are called Epics. It is a tribute to the way Oracles speak in "gibberish". That combined with me being a loner, attracted to intelligence and an Empath who was always told by her gamer friends to stop being so profound or "knowing their future" (which is really just good listening skills and getting past someone's superficial mask) it fit really well with who I am from a relationship and personality perspective. I really like Turtles and Dragons since they are also loners with a penchant for collecting information and tend to be seen as cryptic. So those may have been my next choices. Since this is my BDSM self, a video clip from 300 the movie solidified it for me. I was fascinated and drawn to the oracle scene and it just brought it all together for me. Been a name created over decades, just coming together. But it is really a personification of who I am and how I got here.

WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male) - You're welcome. Awesome! I rally does fit you.

Trying to find the word Pollon I found this https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Little_Pollon

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - How fitting!! I will have to watch it. I am glad shortening Pollonne to Pollon still has Greek implications. That makes me smile!! And sprinkling a little Japan on there is never unwelcome.

Completely unrelated. My Spanish friends tell me Pòllon means Huge Penis. So, y'know. There is that. 🤣 EpicPenis is also hilarious to me!!

WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male) - Reminds me of thundering peaches, since thighs and peaches are the same word in Japanese, or at least what the women at my college taking Japanese learned. Seems to get applied to corgi butts too.

WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male) - I didn't know where to put this, but it would be nice to talk in private again someday.

SweetSirRendering​(sub female) - do you taste good ;)? teasing. what is your favorite flavor/ food?

OraclePollon​(sub female){NotYours} - Ha! Jokes on you, I am going to answer it anyways! I taste amazing! 😁 but really, is it just me, or are there other people out there that think they smell super hawt and deliscious after a workout (nether regions of course!) I think I take great care of my lady parts and they repay me in healthy, sweet and addictive fragrance or tastes 😇, not that I am a fan of cunnilinguists.

My favorite flavor (which I taste nothing like 🤣) is a tough one. Marscapone maybe? Or the custard of a creme Brule, the cream from a tiramisu or a troll horn. Can't quite place that flavor and a little too sweet for me, but it is some sort of fancified vanilla... in a dense creme form.

SweetSirRendering​(sub female) - thank you for answering! and no, it’s not just you. 🤤