I’ve been having a very restless night. For some reason I keep waking up. This time it was due to a dream that I would consider more of a nightmare. Nothing bad really happened in the dream but the company I kept makes my stomach turn.
I was living in this mobile home that I had to continuously crawl across the giant sofa to get from one side of the house to the other. Everything in the home had to be orange. Then it dawned on me.
That was “twat waffle’s” favorite color. (Twat waffle being the name I have bestowed upon one of my past doms who was a narcissist and pedophile) (My auto text doesn’t even want to suggest the word “pedophile”... it just goes silent and blank).
I was busy cleaning everything and I looked down at myself and I was wearing a small pink gown that was too small. I felt self conscious... and it was pink 😞.
Then I heard him. He said, “Hello, Kitten.”.... and right then and there I wanted to lunge for his jerky smirking face and rip it off.... but I woke up instead.
I eventually fell back to sleep and had a follow dream about my dad. He’s been gone since 2016. It was nice to hug him.
