Tomorrow I fly to Seattle and get to finally be wrapped in Daddy's arms. 2 in a half weeks has killed us. Trying to fill the void with skype and texting is just not enough. I need him. I need to feel his body against mine, hands in my hair, around my neck.
I told him today we may not make it out of the airport and might need to find a dark corner. Kitty will not be able to make it to Daddy's home. He laughed when I said that but I don't think he believes me. I am completely serious.
In the last couple weeks our relationship has really grown. The need we have for each others touch and presence has increased and it feels amazing. He has become this person who completes me, makes me feel strong and capable. Even when my moods drop he knows how to bring them back up and make me smile again.
I have come to realize some things while we have been apart.
1. He makes me stronger.
2. I am able to give him so much he has never been able to have before.
3. I have really found my forever love. The kind of love that makes your heart skip a beat, goosebumps, butterflies in your tummy. Even when you just sit alone and think about it, it brings a smile to your face. The kind of love that makes the world less scary because you will always have someone by your side.
I found it. I must have done something right to have been given the gift as him.
He is my Master, my Sir, My Daddy..... he is my always and forever.