Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Ready for Daddy...

Is there such a thing of wanting someone too much? Every day I want him a little more....even after all this time. I crave his touch, need his kiss and absolutely can’t live without his body next to mind and his smell.

I’m sure I probably wear him out with my constant need for him...but I can’t help it. I try to curb my need...but I’m sure it would like telling a heroine addict to just stop...it’s impossible!

I could easily give up food before I could give up Master. The air I breathe is given to me by him.

Until tomorrow...

Frustrating...

I just want to vent about work for just a second.

Nothing is worse than having to fix someone else’s mistake...especially when that mistake has directly affected everything you have been doing according to communication and planning...just to find out that someone made a huge mistake and that is causing you to now have to redo all the work you have gotten completed in the past week and a half.

And what happens to the deadline we have to meet? NOTHING!!! We lose a weeks worth of work and the deadline isn’t adjusted!! Just a “sorry” but we still have to make it happen.

WTF!!! I need my week of work back!! Plus all the time we have to put in undoing everything that was done wrong! But no....nothing....

Sorry...just needed to vent.

Until tomorrow..

Blown Brain

Have you ever has so much on your mind that you feel like you might have it spilling out of you ears???

Well that’s kind of where I’m at...between unpacking, organizing, work load, handling workplace personnel issues and trying to still keep up with all my Sub duties...my brain hurts. I need a spa day for reals!!

I’m keeping it short tonight since I’m having to re-type this several times...my brain is now on strike!!

Until tomorrow...

Long Weekend

Whew!!! What a crazy weekend! We moved into our new place...which is awesome...but man are we tired!! The hard stuff is done...now it’s all the stuff to do that will make the place our own.

It’s very interesting how a year has changed us. We know each other better and we can read each other way better. We both handle stress very differently...and we have learned how to handle each other when the air is tense. I’m so proud of Daddy and how much he has grown with me and our relationship. He understands my sensitivity and accommodates it...we made it through the crazy of the last couple of days kissing each other all the way through.

Thank you Daddy for another great adventure...I can’t wait to see what the next year holds!!

Until tomorrow...

Daddy Time

We have been super busy over the last week and a half...so busy that our time together is shorter than normal. Kind of tag teaming all our things to get more done...and finally meeting up in the bed at night. This usually is when we both pass out so we can start again tomorrow.

Daddy could feel I was missing our time...and gave me a good dose of his medicine tonight.

He ravaged me...he reminded my body how much it needed him. He covered most of my body with his desire and took me to heaven multiple times.

I love how he will always make time for my needs...and satisfy all my cravings of him. He takes the time to give me my energy and revive my soul.

Thank you Daddy!

Until tomorrow...

Lucky Ones

Sometimes we all have a tendency to look at other people and wonder “how did they get so lucky?” Most of the time for me it’s when I see people that have more things than I do...or take more trips, etc. Some of this could be perceived as jealousy...and maybe sometimes it is...but mostly I wonder how they do it! I mean...we both have good jobs, work hard...and we can’t do all things we want to do! I’m sure it also depends what kind of bills/payments you choose to have...for example vehicles...we choose to have 3 of them...between payments and insurance that eats up a bunch! But we love our vehicles! But some people choose to have no vehicles.

Either way my point is...even though you may look at others and think they are lucky because of material things...do you ever wonder if they are happy? Do you wonder if their personal lives are fulfilling...or are they just filling their lives up with things? Because I know plenty of people that have many things and keep getting more and go on trips and spend spend spend...but they are personally in shambles. Either they don’t enjoy their partners...not intimate with their partners...or know their partner is cheating and stay anyway. They are lonely and deprived of any kind of meaningful relationship.

This brings me to the real lucky ones...me personally I would rather be in love and have someone that worked hard to love me too. To be so over the moon that we would rather lay and hold each other a little longer than to stay at work another hour to make an extra dollar.

The love is more important to me than a trip or other material things. In the end...I want his hand in mine...that’s what more important...investing in each other.

We are lucky...

Until tomorrow...

Watching Him...

I know it sounds creepy...it even sounds creepy for me just writing it...but I love to watch him.

When he’s doing his thing, talking on the phone, working on his hobbies, cooking, watching TV and especially when he’s just relaxed. Sometimes in the middle of the night I can catch a few moments of him sleeping.

I could watch him for hours and hours. I can tell you every facial expression he has. How his eyes change with the color he wears and when he doesn’t feel good. How he bites the inside of his cheek without even realizing he’s doing it. How he looks polished all the time...without even trying.

Every day is a waiting period just to get back to him. From the moment we leave each other in the morning...the time clock has start for me to get back to him in the evening. I soak in as much of him as I can while we are together so I can bare the time apart.

I know it’s creepy...but he has me under his spell.

Until tomorrow...

Tuck me In...

These days the saying “Tuck me in” has a whole different meaning than when I would say it as a kid. Now when Daddy ticks me in or puts me to bed...In my mind that always includes sex.

See for me having sex every single night before I go to sleep is exactly what you should do. Like brushing your teeth, washing your face, crawling under the sheets, have sex and go to sleep. That should be the normal process every single night! And for the most part Daddy follows these processes...I mean I don’t get it every night...but it’s pretty close.

For me it’s my way of absorbing how Daddy feels for me into my body. It’s letting my body feel the words that he says to me. It’s my way of truly giving all of me to him. I’ve never felt like this with another...and now that I do I could have my body wrapped into his forever. It’s my place that I feel the most connected to him...literally.

Just because I can’t get enough of him doesn’t mean that I always just want sex. Understand...I only want him inside of me...I only want his eyes looking at me...I only want his Dominance over me....

He is my one...and I could never have enough of him

Until tomorrow...

Just a little more...

Last night Daddy treated me to something a little extra. He wasn’t through with me when I thought he was...

Daddy had me start last night with my own hands. He wanted to see me play... He likes to watch my fingers go to work and the sound my pussy makes while he watches me. He sucks on my nipples as I play driving me to extreme pleasure. This is the kind of pleasure I can get lost in! He can only take it for so long before he has to have his fingers inside of me. He punishes my pussy with his fingers...and before long I’m begging for permission to cum.

He then takes me deep... thrusting his big cock deep inside me. Driving me wild...with each thrust I just want more and more. I want to ride him...I want to feel him deeper inside me...I want to watch his face as I please him.

I think he is allowing me to get on top...but instead he plunges his face in my pussy...sucking and flicking my clit with his amazing tongue. My orgasms are coming deep...and he must can tell because he holds me down tighter and doesn’t stop making me orgasm back to back...as I feel another one coming he stops and let’s me get in top. I’m riding him and just watching his face brings on another earth shattering orgasm...and then I’m pushed over the top with the feel of him releasing inside of me...like frosting in a cake...absolutely the best feeling is to be cumming together.

As I’m laying there recovering and trying not to fall asleep listening to our hearts pounding...he says I want to give you more. What...yes please!!! Before I could blink he had my ass is the air and entering me deep...my pussy was shocked and immediately was ready to thank him for the extra time...I was cumming again in a matter or seconds...my body shuttering and legs shaking...I could do this for hours...he is amazing...

Can’t wait until he gives me more...

Until tomorrow...

Daddy’s Therapy

I have been having a rough week...if you have been reading my blogs you have probably noticed that. Our lives have been super crazy over the past couple of weeks and Monday and Tuesday were my breaking points.

Daddy has been super supportive through it all...and last night he gave me so of his good therapy.

He made love to me and showed me how much he owned me. He gave me pleasure beyond my dreams. He then held me close and tight. Just what I needed to be refreshed and ready to face the world yet again.

Until tomorrow...