Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

The inferno...

I think for most of us we have a fire that burns in us constantly. The fire to wanna be loved, held, taken care of, protected and desired. This fire will bleed over into your emotions and show themselves in passionate ways. Sometimes the passion can be a negative...and rear it’s ugly head.

Those negative responses due to the constant fire could be jealousy, self doubt, image issues, attitude issues, etc. They will come out and hurt people or they will stay inside and hurt yourself. These negative feelings or responses are not wanted....but the inferno that burns inside us ladies is what makes us the loving sexual beings that are beautiful and amazing as well...so I guess you have to take the good with the bad.

But how to you balance the bad...without destroying a relationship or yourself? You have to be able to recognize when your fire is blazing out of control and bring it back to a simmer. You have to be able to recognize when your heart is trying to trick your mind...and let your mind take some time and sort it out before you react.

Take a moment and think about the situation and try to sort the details and facts out before you let the emotions take over. Your heart is extremely strong...especially if it’s been hurt before. It will do whatever it thinks it has to to protect itself...even lying to itself. Try to examine all parts of a situation...then let yourself react or not. Try to think about the outcome of what might happen after your reaction...is it what you want? And at the end of it...are you where you want to be? Are you punishing yourself and others for the past? Or is it real and it’s time to walk away?

Only you have the answers. Only you can control the inferno. Do you want it to blaze out of control...and burn people you love and scare your soul? Or do you want to let it burn beautiful and sexy...and keep you and your loved ones warm?

Burn beautifully ladies...

Until tomorrow...

Show off event...

Tonight I had a work event to attend. It was a good kind of event. The kind designed to get coworkers to mingle and have some fun. I asked Daddy to come with me.

I mostly wanted him to join me because it’s almost time for him to start back to work and I hate to miss any time I have with him. I didn’t realize until we got there that it was also a great chance for me to show him off!!

I already have some ladies I work with ask about him all the time...this is because when he is off he brings me little things up to the office...and he will send me with things to take to them...mostly food. But tonight was a chance for me to show him off to the guys I work with.

I know it sounds stupid...but I primarily work with men. I’m their boss...so that makes me the uncool bitch. My Daddy is the opposite...he’s the man that everyone else is jealous of...and how cool is it for me to be on his arm!! My man is better than all of them put together...and he is definitely a whole lot more fun!

I do believe I gained some props by him being there with me. I definitely was extremely proud to be his and to be able to show him off.

Until tomorrow...

A day of smiles...

I wanted to make sure Daddy had a great weekend. I wanted to make sure he knew just how much he is appreciated. I started with some shopping and spending time together just enjoying the afternoon. Then I took him to a bed and breakfast in the mountains....a beautiful romantic room, horses and great scenery! We went to dinner and laughed and had some drinks.

Once back to the B&B we watched some TV, took a walk and then laid down. We enjoyed cuddling naked for a long while. Just listening to the sounds of the mountains with the window open. Definitely one of the best moments...then we made love...and those details I will keep for myself.

We awoke early and set out for a new adventure. We met our guide for our fly fishing trip! We were able to spend the morning in the river...catching fish! The smile on Daddy’s face was priceless. The experience is extremely peaceful and wonderful. Something I definitely hope we do again!!

We got to spend some very special together time completely uninterrupted from the world...no cell service, no TV or Radio...it was nice...just us.

Happy Fathers Day Daddy...you mean the world to me. I hope you had a great day!! I love you!

Until tomorrow...

Daddy’s Day weekend...

This weekend is a tribute to fathers. I don’t have a “Dad” to recognize and celebrate...not in the traditional sense. For my entire life I’ve never really had a reason to celebrate Fathers Day. I usually send my Mother something as she has been both to me...an amazing woman.

I have a new perspective this year. I want to celebrate the man in my life. Recognize the man that is strong, handsome, intelligent, loving, giving and an inspiration to me everyday. He is a father as well as a loving caring partner. He leads his family and protects over us fiercely. He is the man I call my Daddy, my Master or my Love.

I see this weekend as a chance to celebrate a great man for being the best he can be to the ones he loves. And I happen to be in that category of someone he cares about and that makes me beyond blessed.

This weekend is all about him.

Until tomorrow...

Afternoon Delight...

I came home from work and Daddy was happy I was home. We chatted about life stuff and before I knew it his hands were rubbing all over me.

He is behind me and he pulls down my pants. He starts by caressing my ass...and then a sharp smack. And then another. He wraps his hands around me and teases my clit. Then another smack.

Now he is walking me to the couch. He bends me over the back of the couch and punches my pants to the floor. Another smack...just a bit harder. And another...and another. I’m sure my ass is glowing red at this point. Then he is inside me...pushing so deep inside me. Still he smacks my ass...quick spanks in between him pushing inside of me.

He’s pounding me...and it’s so hot that I can’t help but to beg to let me cum. He grants me permission...then as soon as I start to orgasm he must can feel it because he goes deeper inside...makes me quiver. He’s moving faster.... he stops and tells me to go to the bed.

Once in the bedroom...I take him in my mouth...he has a fistful of my hair...we are both dripping. He allows me to pleasure him for a few minutes...and then he has to be inside me again.

He takes me sideways while he is on his knees....this has to be our favorite position for deep pleasure. He’s so deep inside me...making me cum hard....then he flips me on my belly and takes me from behind again. We are like animals...raw and hard...I beg him to let me head his pleasure...I love to hear him talk to me and the sounds of his orgasm. When he does it just makes me cum just hearing him...

Sometimes you just have to be raw and wild...and forget about the windows being open while you just have loud and wild afternoon sex... lol

Until tomorrow...

Coffee...

Coffee is my addiction. I love it so much. It’s what gets me going I the morning and is my cup of relaxation in the evening.

How can that be? How can it get me moving and wake my body and mind up....but yet it can also be my sense of comfort. That tiny little bit of extreme pleasure just my taking a sip? It doesn’t even matter how I drink it. Hot, cold, blended, cold brewed, strong...I love it all!

Also sharing a cup of coffee with Master is heaven. It’s our sleepy face good morning, eating breakfast smiles and evening whine down and after dinner digestif! Even though we have different tastes we prefer...me being the one that wants my coffee to bite back! He knows how much I love coffee and love to try new places who specialize in it.

After all it is coffee that kind of brought us together...I knew he noticed me when he brought me a gift card out of the blue for some coffee...the rest is history.

Until tomorrow...

Bragging rights...

As I think most of you know my Master is home for the next 8 days now. It’s his off time...

I love having him home for several reasons. Most of the reasons are my own selfish reasons...you know the “I Love him” and I can cuddle with him nightly and he gives me surprises all the time...but some of the other reasons you may not know about is...my Master is an excellent cook and when he’s home he makes excellent dinners. Master is also extremely OCD...so this means the house is extremely clean, closets are organized, pantry is organized, refrigerator is organized, my shoes are organized, etc....the house smells so amazing like a home design store.

He also indulges me with places I want to try...even when he doesn’t really want to. He makes me sleep like a baby after making sweet love to me....and he holds me tight all night long...and gently eases me out of bad dreams when I have them.

Home time with him is my paradise. Exactly where I want to be....

Until tomorrow...

Play Day...

We got to have some family fun time today. Hanging out at a water park...enjoying the beautiful weather and each other company.

We got to laugh and have fun like kids. Stand in line and talk about people. Hold hands almost all day ...absolutely the best Monday I’ve ever had!

Then we got to get out tonight for a date night!!! We went to a restaurant that neither of us had been too....oh my goodness it was so good! And just being able to hang out with my love was priceless.

I’m hoping to make his Father’s Day a memorable one...with some surprises to come and an unexpectedly trip!!

Still waiting to see if he is going to take me to the next step...

We shall see...

Until tomorrow ...

Daddy’s Home...

I will have Daddy all to myself for the next 10 days!!!

We started the day off by sleeping a little late and then getting ready and going and eating some breakfast. We took a drive, did a little shopping for the house and then we have been hanging out just enjoying each other’s company.

I love his home days. It so nice to be able to do everything with him. For us to have dinner each night, watch TV together and hold each other every night without him having to leave super early.

I have really been hoping that we can expand on some of the expectations as his sub. Moving into the next level of the relationship of Dom/ Sub...since I feel like I have been good about keeping up with most of my tasks...and ready to see if I can handle more. Then I completely forget to do 2 tasks today!!! I got so excited about spending time with him...it completely escaped my mind.

We will see if Daddy feels I’m ready...but maybe not.

Until tomorrow...

Perfect Saturday night...

The concert was beyond amazing! Absolutely the best concert I have ever seen...hands down. If you ever have the chance to see Garth Brooks...DO IT! Worth every penny. Thank you Daddy for giving me this experience...forever a great memory!

Then home we found each other’s sweet spot and made love. I love when Daddy kisses me passionately and is inside me. The orgasm that comes from it is so deep and erotic....then he takes me sideways and goes deep...so deep I can feel his pulse deep inside...and this stimulates my G spot and makes the orgasm roll through my body...causing shakes and quivers. Then tasting each other after we have been inside our bodies...heaven.

I can’t define the gratitude that I have for this man...not just for what he does for me, but for the confidence and inspiration that he fills my soul with. I don’t think I was truly living until he came into my life.

Until tomorrow...