Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Bottom
Submissive, masochist or recipient of stimulation in an SM scene. Most people use the word to mean specifically someone who enjoys being given various sensations, as opposed to a submissive, who enjoys being controlled.

Until I got into the lifestyle...I had only heard the term bottom used in the gay male world. One of my best friends is gay and he would use that term to identify types of men. He would point them out to me while we were out. The was one term he used among many... then when I entered the lifestyle...I heard it used in a different but same way. The entire time I never knew I was a bottom too!

Thoughts?

Proposal... when the love of your life wants to spend the rest of his with you!!! 

I said "YES"!!!!

🥰🥳😍

Bastinado
Form of torture or punishment involving beating the soles of the feet; these are very tender and should be handled with care.

I have never tried this and I want to be open minded... but I think this would be a hard No for me. I'm such a baby about my feet...I don't like the tinest bit of foot pain...

Thoughts?

Bootlicking
A common practice for domination and humiliation purposes, or sometimes just as a means of indulging a fetish for boots.

Here's another fetish I had never heard of until I found today's topic. I've never even run across this in any of my stories I had read, videos I have watched, etc. For my interest has anyone on here ever engaged in this particular act? Either giving or receiving? 

Do tell...

Ball Torture
BT. Causing sensation, discomfort and pain to the male testicles, often including the scrotum as well.

From what I understand... Testicle pain is the worst. Worst than any other pain a man can take. I'm sure there are levels to the pain... but all painful none the less. So with all that being said... why would someone purposely subject themselves to that pain?? Can you possibly get pleasure from pain that can make you vomit?

Do tell...

BJ
Blow Job, Oral Sex -- also fellatio

Before Daddy I had tried this once or twice... and never did it again. I didn't like it... it made me feel a certain way... and I felt it was not something for me. Then Daddy came along and all I wanted to do was please him. I wanted to learn how to be an expert at everything for him. I definitely wanted to be the one he wanted everything from!  I read, I watched, I listened to what he told me and how he wanted it... and I believe over time I have definitely gained experience that he loves! Now if I could just get this deep throat thing down...I think I would consider myself an expert at pleasing him...

Thoughts?

BDSM
Sometimes BD/SM. Bondage and Discipline, Domination and Submission, Sadism and Masochism. Catch-all term much used to lump together those perves who play with physical pain and those who don't, reflecting a concern that the term SM, with its associations with pain, is not always appropriate.

The only term I had ever really heard until I entered into a relationship with someone that taught me more than I ever even dreamed was possible! I honestly think that these 4 initials don't even do them justice to everything they actually mean.

Thoughts??

Animal Training
AT. Games in which one or more partners, usually the bottom(s), takes on the role of an animal. The commonest is probably a dog, though horses are also popular. The 'animal' may imitate animal behavior, wear items such as collars, leads, bridles and so on, or carry out tasks associated with the animal, such as pulling a vehicle. Scenes vary enormously, both in elaborateness and in authenticity. There is no necessary connection with any sexual attraction to real animals.

I never related my collar to actual "animal" training until I read this definition. I don't think that I'm being related to pulling a vehicular object when I'm wearing it...I guess it is for some. Just a different perspective...

Thoughts?

Anal Sex - anal intercourse
US: ass play. Any games involving stimulation of the ass hole, almost certainly by inserting objects inside it.

Before Daddy anal sex was not even close to being enjoyable. I had a very brief experience with it when I was younger and it was not pleasant. Because of that experience I never attempted it again. Then when I met Daddy he encourage me to try again... teaching me how to prep my body for it... and talking me through each step of the process when we are in play. He has taught me how to enjoy it. Its a completely different kind of pleasure. Its something we reserve for special occasions due to the time it takes to prepare and because it completely wipes me out. Never the less... its something very special to me... and even more special because of the way Daddy takes care of me during and after.

Thoughts?

Ampallang -
Horizontal piercing through the glans penis

Anyone have one of these? Anyone want to tell me how it feels? How it feels during sex? How about how it feels to have sex with someone who has one?

Do tell!!!