Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Altocalciphilia -
Fetish for high heels.

I'm wondering if this would be a fetish for wearing them, owning them, looking at them or admiring them. Me...I absolutely love the look of them. Love the way women look in them. Admire women that walk in them like they were born with them. I wish I could walk smoothly in them. I wish they were comfortable and wonderful to wear.  I would own a thousand pairs if they agreed with me... they just don't.

I once tried on a pair of Louboutin's in an official Christian Louboutin boutique in Vegas. It was very high end. Private shopping, with your own attendant that brought us champagne and then placed the shoe on our feet. Helped you to your feet and then coached you how to balance and walk to protect the shoe. Complimented every motion and guided you to your dream shoe. Probably one of the most memorable experiences I have ever had...a glimpse at how the super rich live. I didn't purchase those beauties... but my friend did. They were gorgeous....

Thoughts

Algolagnia
Love of pain, from the Greek. Psychological term to describe SM preferred by sexologist Havelock Ellis, who saw it as 'pain given in love'. Perhaps useful to describe that element of SM that is about the enjoyment of pain itself rather than acting out domination and submission. 

Who would have thought that pain given in love is what my body and mind craved and I never knew it. I still have days that I have less tolerance than other days... and there are days that I crave it more intensely... but I still am amazed at how much I love it.

Thoughts?

Adult babies -
May refer to those who gain fetishistic satisfaction from dressing up in infants' clothing and using associated objects like dummies and cribs; may also indicate those who enjoy elaborate role-playing scenes in which they act out the part of a baby as fully as possible.

U mm mm..again...no experience. Anyone want to fill me in???

acucullophallia, acucullophilia -
State of being circumcised (of men), attraction to men who are circumcised

Again...I have learned a new word. Who knew that it was a thing enough to have it's own word!! Anyway... let me show you how much I knew... I honestly thought all men were circumcised. I thought it was a natural thing that everyone had done when their son was born. I never knew that it was not done to everyone until I saw a porn scene and asked Daddy what was wrong with that man's penis...

Thoughts about this topic??? 

Abrasion -
Stimulating the surface of the body with abrasive materials, for example, rough silk, chamois leather, fine sandpaper, brushes, wire wool. An often overlooked but surprisingly effective set of techniques, especially on a blindfolded bottom.

I personally have not had any v experience with topic. To be completely honest I didn't v even know it was a thing until I came across this definition while I was researching for today's topic. I'm not sure what to think about it... I'm a very sensitive skin person... everything irritates my skin or dries it out... so I can't imagine at this moment how that would feed into my kink or pleasure... or Daddy's. But 3 years ago I wouldn't have imagined that I would be where I'm at now. Can anyone tell me their experiences? From both sides? Dom and Sub?

Do tell...

Vanilla Sex - Used by people in the BDSM community to label sexual behavior that doesn’t involve kink.

I had vanilla sex only my entire life until I met Daddy. I honestly thought that kink was just for the porn on TV. I was so green to it all... no idea what so ever. For a period of time after I became Daddy's...I thought vanilla sex was something just for the boring vanilla would... now I think there are still times that vanilla sex is OK... but its definitely different than it was before... Its our version of vanilla... and that's OK for us.

Thoughts?

24-7s - When individuals in a relationship engage in some form of BDSM at all times (24 hours a day, 7 days a week).

Its this the same as living the life full time? My Daddy and I live the life full time. My rules are not just in the bedroom. My rules apply all day everyday. Are 24-7's the same?

Thoughts?

Topping From the Bottom - When a bottom tries to control a scene even though it was agreed that the top would be in charge.

Someone please explain this to me. I need an explanation that my brain will understand. I know that im still learning... but I can't wrap my head around this one. And also the why?

Please someone...

Top - The person who performs the BDSM acts in a scene.

Are you born a top or a bottom? Or is it a choice? I'm thinking that I had a preconceived notion in me to be a bottom... but my entire life up until this point I tried to be a top. Sometimes it worked... but I was never really satisfied or fulfilled. I never even understood why until I was opened up to Daddy. Until he showed me all the things I never knew. It saddens me that I didn't know all the options out their from the get go... that was only taught one basic way. So much time wasted...

Thoughts?

Switch - A person who sometimes plays a top and sometimes plays a bottom in a BDSM scene.

This intrigues me so much. The idea of switching is really interesting to me. I want to know from those of you that are switches... which one do you enjoy more? Does it depend on who you are with? Does it depend on the scene? How do you choose what you are at that moment? Is it planned out or spur of the moment decision?  Do you switch within the same partner or does that partner need to be different? 

Please tell!!! Go...