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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
6 years ago. January 24, 2019 at 3:19 AM

15 more days...

 


How do you apologize for something that is out of your control? Sometimes things happen that is nobody’s fault...but blame or anger is directed at someone. That someone is me today...

 


I tired to help with something and didn’t help the way he wanted and couldn’t give the right answer for a problem that was not my doing. All the frustration with the situation was aimed at me. How do I fix something that I have no control over? How????

 


I’m not the fighting kind. Yelling and hateful words just make me turn inside...and go into self destruction mode. Not talking to me...giving me the silent treatment is like setting me on fire. I don’t like anyone to be mad at me...especially him....and I don’t even know what happened!!!

 


Between the loneliness, emptiness and now this....it’s too much for today. I need this day to be over with...

 


Fuck today...

 


Until tomorrow...

Miss Tia​(sub female) - Hugs Hun, I know it's hard keep your head up. I'm the same way and internalize everything.
6 years ago
Loulou​(sub female) - Hugs and hope tomorrow is better
6 years ago
Sensual City Girl​{ForeverHIS} - ? Hugs!!
6 years ago
Miss Scarlet - I hope you guys can talk it out. This too shall pass! ❤
6 years ago
Firecracker​(sub female)​{Collared} - We are all good...just a silly spat...I’m trying to learn not to go to that dark place...it’s just hard.
6 years ago
Loulou​(sub female) - I can emphasise. That dark place is hard . Glad all is ok . My inbox is always open .
6 years ago

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