Lucky number 13 means I only have 7 more days with out him!! Its getting closer and I cant wait!
He asked me today why I am so taken with him...I dont know if I can put it into words and do it justice...but I am going to try.
First of all I do truly believe that everyone has the "one" out there for them. Sometimes it's the "one" that you have for the moment...the "one" that filled a void for a brief period of time...the "one" you should have ran away from...and ultimately the "one" that completes your soul. The "one" that will complete your soul is what everyone wants...but usually never finds. I believe I have found mine...
I have had lovers and husbands...some were good and some were not. Some made me fill good some not. Some I kept around for different reasons or for convienence or because I was in such a bad place personally...I didn't have the strength to leave. But from the moment I met him...I knew he was special.
I was drawn to him for no other reason than there was something telling me to hold on to him...don't jump to fast or you will scare him...but hold on and don't give up on this one. I looked forward to seeing him even if it was just for a brief moment...I made excuses to need to talk to him...played it cool so that he wouldn't know I was dying for him to pay attention to me. I played this game for months...until I had to get just a little more aggresive. Just let him know that I look forward to seeing him...tease that I miss him when he leaves(which I really did)....and it worked...he finally asked me out.
We are out and having a great conversation. I can feel myself wanting to just grab him and kiss him...just wait. We go back to my place and I can tell he wants me...but is a gentleman. So I take the chance...kiss him. I crawl behind him....kissing his neck, rubbing his skin, kissing his lips....when I feel him relax I move down his body so I can worship is cock with my mouth. He has a massive cock and it takes me a minute to get my barrings on how to suck it properly...I don't want my teeth to hurt him...but his gurth is huge!
He takes over and kisses me all over...not leaving an inch of my body go to waste...and then he slowly kisses my pussy...licks, sucks and teases with his tongue. Pushes me over the edge with pleasure.
When he starts to take me....his cock is so huge that he has to take is slow...my pussy is going to have to learn him...but when he is finally fully inside of me...I immediately can tell the difference. He is the one that fits me....completes my body perfectly! And as he moves in and out of me...my body is celebrating in a way I have never experienced...and when we cum together...my body convulses from pleasure...I literally purr....and what does he do???? He holds me tighter and puts a hand around my neck....squeezes and breathes in my ear...Oh baby.
OMG...what just happened? Not only did he make me have the orgasm of my life....but then he made me feel so perfectly sexy, desired and sexy by owning that moment...and owning me.
I knew then...I was in trouble. I definately just found my "one". Everyday he just pulls me in closer...I need him more that I have ever needed anyone in my life. He is the "one"...the "one" that my soul calls out to daily....the "one" that can make you let everything go for...the "one" that makes everyone else disappear. He is my "one"...
Just a little longer and my "one" will come back to me and my world can spin again.
Until tomorrow...
