Well its the half way point!! The first 10 days are the hardest....I start getting more excited now! It becomes more of a count down! I miss him so much...I just want to go to him...every part of my being wants to be with him...even it's just for a few minutes each day. I cherish every single second with him...the time we have on the phone either on voice or video call...the text messages....and especially being with him. It's funny how I could spend every minute of my day with him...we don't even have to talk...sometimes for me its just comforting to hear him breathing! I still am mesmerized at how I can't get enough of him...He never leaves my mind. Ever! And I love it....
Tonight he gave me a treat...One of my rules is I can't have an orgasm without his permission. Thats alone or together. As we were talking tonight I said "I need to make love to you"...and he said well, get out your toy, set up the phone and let me watch. And of coarse...I said "Now? Are you teasing me? Is this a request? Or a demand?" He said....it's a request...with his little devilish grin.
He got me a new toy before he left... a nice little remoted egg. It's main purpose was to be used in one of my punishments if that card is ever drawn...but it could be for fun too. But its been in the box since we brought it home. I have never used something like this...and surprisingly this little thing has a lot of power!!
Anyway....I get the phone all set up so he can see all of me on the bed. I'm a little nervous because not only have I not masterbated solo in front of him...but I have never done it in front of anyone...much less over the phone! But what my Master wants...my Master gets....and I need release....badly.
SOOOOO...I lay back and start to play. I rub this egg all over me...up and down...a little longer on my clit....I'm doing this over and over until I finally decide to put it inside of me....once inside I can feel my body starting to react....I'm getting wetter....I'm going to have to slow down...this is to much...and I haven't even asked for permission to cum!!! At this very moment another call starts buzzing in...and this pauses our video chat...NOOOOO!!! I have to stop, get up and cancel the call!!! So there I am panting in front of the camera...Ugh.
He tells me...you need to slow down a little...I tell him I need to stop or I am going to cum....He tells me he wants me to cum. So I lay back down and start again....this time, I close my eyes and get lost in the moment. I am imagining him biting my neck, arms wrapped around me and his hands in my hair...thrusting inside of me and telling me I am his...I must of asked for permission out loud because I hear him telling me "Yes baby...cum for Daddy"...behind my eyes I can see him looking into my eyes as he is moving inside of me...telling me he loves me...and then it comes...sweet release...and Im spasming....OMG I cant stop...I'm reaching to pull the egg out and push it against my clit...more spasms...OH Thank-you Daddy for this amazing little toy....holy hell!!!
He loves my after orgasm face....and I love the satisfaction on his. I love how he gives me pleasure even 28 hours away...Thank-you Daddy for giving me this gift....I love you...
Another Day closer...until tomorrow.