Funny story...
I read a blog today that just took you to a porn video. In this porn video the male has his balls tied up and then proceeds to put his balls in the females ass.
Now...I have to admit that I am not the most experienced person. I don't have most of the experiences that alot of women that are my age has had. I am very green when it comes to anal sex. I had an experience once where my partner wanted to have anal sex and must have thought that I was used to it or was ready for it...and he just decided to do it...and I about came out of my skin!!! And ever since I have not tried it and honestly it scared the crap(no pun intended) out of me!!
My Master has given me some pretty amazing orgasms that included the stimulation of my ass...including some penetration of his finger or with his tongue. I have to say that because of this I am interested in trying it with him. I have read that the orgasm from anal is awesome...so who wouldn't want to at least try!!??
I was showing Sir this video while we were video chatting today...and joking/serious he said "are you ready for that?" and I said "For you to put your balls in my ass??" "my ass can barely take your finger...its so not ready for your balls!!" and he said "Well we would have to get you ready for that...you see her ass how it's more open...she has to work up to that" and immediately I felt a panic and just blurted out the first thing that came to mind..."how does she hold in her poop?" And through giggles and probably a little horror that I just asked him that question...he explained that it goes back to normal....Now all I can think is....OMG what a dumb question...why do I not know more about this stuff...I mean it doesn't embarrass me...Im not a prude...I can talk about and say anything....but when I realized how inexperienced that sounded I got embarrassed!
There is so much I want to explore with him!!! But I don't know a whole lot either....so how do I learn if I don't know?? I have to ask questions...I don't mind porn at all to learn more...but I also don't want to be seen as boring because I don't know!! Does anyone else feel like this?? Do you want to do more and be amazing to your partner?? But sometimes fear admitting that you really don't know if you will like it or how to do it because you have never done that???
Well...there you go...my funny for the day...my embarrassing moment with my Sir...showing him some of my inexperience!! But at least Im willing to try with him... :-)
Until tomorrow....
