Well here I am sitting at the airport waiting for him. I’m in his favorite outfit. Patiently waiting for him to get here. Just a little bit early...about 45 mins early lol...but it gives me time to write my blog for the night.
I honestly can’t believe this day has finally came!! We almost had a a delay when he almost missed his first flight...but he made it! Just thinking about all the days and nights I have waited seems like so long ago...and some how in this moment it feels like it was just yesterday he left.
So much has changed over the last 20 days...it’s really incredible. Even through the rough times everything is turning out just like it should.
Over this time away we have said I Love You, had our first “fight”, had a steamy video sex experience, learned more about each other and now we are moving to the next stage of the relationship. I feel like most of it has been a dream...a dream filled with everything you could imagine and from my side every emotion you can think of.
My body is literally aching for him...but my soul is looking for her heart to return. Even though we talk constantly...the need to be with him is strong. It’s stronger than anything I’ve ever felt. I feel like an addict needing their drug...I feel lost without him.
The excitement is boiling and almost out of control...but at the same time I feel calm and relaxed...more than I have in the last 20 days. I just want him holding me...caressing my face and kissing my lips. And later i want him to take me...own me...possess every part of me.
Thank-you all for sticking with me through the last 20 days!!! Your support and encouragement is precious to me. These blogs and your comments keep me going and really help me learn to be better for him.
I hope you stick with me for what’s to come!!! It’s just getting good...
Until tomorrow...
