The waiting and the tears are worth the reunion. Our first night back together was absolutely amazing!
Sir showed me how much he missed me with multiple orgasms delivered in so many different ways. He showed my body the attention is was screaming for...and connected my body back to my heart!
Now we are back in the regular day...and guess what I went and did?? That’s right...not even 24 hours in and I’ve already broken 2 rules. This happened last time too...I get comfortable with him here and so happy that I forgot 2 of my rules that I must do before Noon every single day...no matter where he is!!!
I already racked up 3 punishments while he was gone! 2 of which I know what they will be...and I don’t foresee that has horrible. 1 I have no idea what it will be...since he will not tell me. Now I will have to pull 2 more cards! On day 1 of him home!!! What is wrong with me???
Punishments are scary and exciting to me....all because most of them I have never experienced! It’s not the pain I am afraid of...it’s more about what if I like it...and harsher punishments will ensue?? The excitement comes from the unknown...and the fact that I want to please him...and knowing that he is giving me what I earned...I mean he did tell me what would bring punishments...and I disobeyed.
Punishments in a strange way let me know that he does care and is invested in this. I know...it sounds weird...but I feel that way. Twisted maybe? Whatever it is...I’m kinda looking forward to it...
Until tomorrow...
