Day 11...only 9 more days until I can be kissed by his sweet lips!! Time is flying by...and all the plans we have are making me so excited!!!
Master said to me today..”You will have to pack us for the trip before I come home” since we will leave the next day after he gets home. I agree and then he says...”Make sure you pack all of the toys and tools”...well of course Master!!!
My mind is going wild with all the scenes that could happen!! You see...it’s kinda of rare thing to have access to the entire house all to ourselves!!! We will have 5 days in a house ALONE...OMG the possibilities!! And since I’ve already had 2 infractions since he has been away...what will punishment look like??!
My desire for him is so strong...and I want to explore more of the BDSM lifestyle with him. To explore more kinks and find where I can really please him like never before. Allowing myself to submit everything to him. I want to see all of his dominant side come out and take his control...and show me I am his.
It’s not just the sexual side of it...it’s everything. This man makes me feel whole...he makes me feel everything in hi-definition...he brings me to life. Tears will fall at the slightest whiff of his scent, from the look in his eyes and at the sound of his voice...tears of joy for the love he gives to me. How could you not want to give your everything to show your appreciation for this gift?
Needless to say I’m beyond excited. I can’t even remember a birthday that I’ve been looking forward to since I turned 21! But I’m looking forward to this birthday...he will be home and I will be receiving the best gift of all...him.
Until tomorrow...