Day 12! 8 more days to go!!
I read blogs on here and some are inspirational, some are witty, some are sad, some are just good advice and some are really great stories. Depending on my mood I like to read different kinds each day. Sometimes if I start reading one and I can tell it’s going to be sad...I will have to stop and go to another blog...especially on my sad days. I like to read the different points of view...it really helps when you’re still learning.
Since I’m not that experienced...there are times that I have to google something from a blog to find out exactly what they are talking about.?...But anyway there are so many people on here that are new or still learning...and I have read in so many blogs that they need advice or they need a mentor...how do you find people to mentor you?
I’m not even sure if I need one? My Master is very good at communicating with me, setting expectations and rules and guidance. He explains things to me when I have questions. He challenges me to learn more on my own through reading...and encourages me to find like minded people. I feel very comfortable with him and it’s part of my requirements to talk to him about everything.
But how does a sub find a mentor when it seems everyone is new? How does a Dom find a mentor when they are new? I personally don’t know anyone in my world that is in this lifestyle. My family is way to conservative to understand my lifestyle. I’ve often wondered if there is someone that I know that keeps it secret...and feels like me? I have friends that know about my lifestyle...but it’s not theirs...so it’s not like we can have discussions and compare notes...it’s usually just them asking me questions.
It would be nice to hear some others layouts of their relationships. I would like to have sexual advice about how to please him better or new ideas on how to bring him more pleasure. Advice on things I can do with my body to make it even better for him...like how in the hell do you use Ben Wa balls?! What resources do others use...books, videos, etc?To hear what other subs do for their Master...or to even be able to get new ideas on how I can better serve mine.
I want to be the best for him. I want him to always look forward to his time with me. I want to blow his mind...
Until tomorrow....