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Hello, So i have a difficult time with verbal expression in blogging. In reading and following the current blogs, my courage to start one has come forth.
my thoughts thru music and lyrics ,as music speaks more to me then writing out my feelings.
i am a compartmentalizing person with that feelings and emotions are placed in metaphorical wooden boxes. It Is how i cope and process. i hope you enjoy my blog , and offer feedback. i am always kind to any and all that take the time to say hello and thank you in advance for adding a comment.
peace to you .
4 years ago. January 16, 2020 at 2:16 AM

Oh lort.. So for as long as I can recall.

I have had this affliction if you will to ahem.. Keeping my room clean I know what your thinking well maybe but anyway.

So fast forward well sooo many years ahead okay stop... I am able to work 12 to 14 hour hospital trauma shifts do all household chores and errands on the weekend. Lather rinse repeat. However... I am unable to put my clothes away .. Let alone when I strip out of hospital scrubs they kind of well sort of maybe not on accident don't wind up in the laundry basket* shrugs** I get them within close proximity.

So a good friend of mine within a phone conversation was discussing tasks, and asked me what I was bad at doing .. I chuckled ,cleared my throat and said well..!!! keeping my clothes picked up and put away... We laughed , and both decided to work on one task we absolutely need to get better at.  Mind you the rest if my home is pretty spotless except my bedroom. Which I do make my bed every morning. Clothes ugh the Bain of my existence. I laugh at writing this because another part of my phone convo was ,that when I was in a dynamic I was easily set to task . being out of a dynamic currently I have backslid a smidge..

Time to get my subby ass back on track.

Maybe musical energy would help me to put away my clothes .. And clean my room.

Maybe a clothes purge of what I haven't worn in a few months aside from scrubs.

Which leaves room in my closet for retail therapy maybe. But then would I put those clothes away also.

Hmmm decisions decisions..

HGB​(sub female){Scottish M} - Don't feel alone. There are 4 people on this planet that truly know what my place looks like.
4 years ago
ulfhednar - Ahhhh yes the yearly cleanse and shop 😁 enjoy 🍻
4 years ago

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