Yestersay... Was kind of crap. Rough for me.
Started off with work being hell. Everyone is getting paid and a big hoard of soldiers just came back from a training or mission or something... Our store usually only makes $500 for breakfast, between 0730-1100... By 0900 this morning we had made $1500. And we didnt stop all day.
By the time I came home I was exhausted... But, seeing how it's my husband's birthday, I put on a smile and tried to push through it for him. But I had messed up. I tried doing things he really didn't want and it resulted in us having to talk about it. Nothing bad, but still, I needed to better understand him so that's what we focused on.
Finally I was able to start cooking and baking... After having to run back out to the store for something. And while his cake was surprisingly easy, dinner was a mess (In my mind). I tried to make an imitation Longhorn Steakhouse meal (His restaurant of choice for most birthdays, but since we arent in the states anymore, that wasnt an option). /Should/ have been simple - Steak, a loaded baked potato, some Wild West shrimp... But, I had too much flour left on the shrimp (He still said he loved it, and that it was better than Longhorn's, the sweetheart. And I believe he felt that way), the seasoning on the steak burned, and for some reason, every time I bake potatoes, they come out... Warmed. Not cooked. Still hard as if I had just cut them open and served them. So they were inedible. Add in having to drive back out to get lemon juice... I felt even more exhausted. And then another drive to get milk because the one thing he wanted was homemade cocoa with rumchata while we watched a Christmas movie. And I hadn't thought to get more milk the last time I went out. Only one of his presents has gotten here and it's one I didnt do as good of a job on. So I had almost nothing for him. I felt like I failed.
He was so grateful though... even with everything being a mess, my love showered me in kisses and praised me and gloated about what I did for him. He was so proud and so happy... I really dont know what I ever did to deserve this man, but my Lord am I so blessed. And hes wearing his present to make me happy. Hes incredible.
And after all of that, despite it being /his/ birthday, after I showered to try and relax he nudged me into the bedroom to thank me with some head. It's his birthday and yet I got the present Haha. All because he knew I needed to relax and what better way than to get off.
I love this man so much. Hes the best submissive a girl could ever ask for and I dont think he has any idea how amazing he is.
I love you Wolfy <3
