Your heart is broken in so many little pieces, i'm surprised that's even possible.
I wish you knew how to fix it, how to fix things, how to avoid making bad choices, how to avoid mistakes, how to avoid people, how to avoid being heartbroken, how to move on, how to know when to stop trying, how to be happy again, how to spend an entire day without crying everytime something reminds you of a moment, a memory.
How can you be happy, laughing and checking out sex toys and the next minute be crying yourself to sleep? Is it really that bad? Were you guys really in love?
Are you too sensitive? Should you become a cold person now? Not talking about it means you're over it?
Was it real what you guys had or was it a way to pass the time? Did you really loved her? Did you get tired of her? Why didn't you try to fix things? Is she worth it or not? If you knew it was such a huge problem for you since the beggining, why continue?
I wish I could help you, I wish I could heal your broken heart.
