Flying in Chains

I could sneak

If I wanted

I don't.

Being paranoid at the wrong people

Makes it easy

to cheat.

A million ways to do what I desire

But my heart and brain don't always match

This I know.

I have people who would fulfill my lust

People you don't know

People who don't care...

I'm not your enemy's type.

Just because they are a Dom

and I am a sub

Doesn't equal two.

My love,

I need what you won't give me.

Looking at the cuffs, the crop, the restraints in plain sight in our bedroom at night

Breaks my heart

Hurts my spirit

I feel lied to

I feel betrayed

I feel cheated.

"Once a year" will never be enough.

I can't walk away

But sometimes your gentleness hurts more than ropes ever could.