Sleep, as all ways, plays tricks on me. For weeks I am awake until its light. then, sometime between six and eleven (seriously) I just crash until about three or four in the afternoon. People say stay awake all day and you'll sleep well the next night. For one thing not necessarily true, but in any case I do not go to sleep on these accessions, mostly I crash. To day I slept solidly from about two to seven AM. Five hours. It was bliss, but why only five? Why not six or seven or, god forbid, the hole eight.
Most of the blogs on here are strange. Very row, hurt, angry. There are no blogs about buying new shoes or how to make things out of other things, or what words really mean. Every one has made every one ells angry, or is it just one person going around upsetting everyone?
Does the internet make human nature worse? I don't know but I kind of think it dose.
My usual habit is to look on Fetlife after I have looked on here. I have come to see it as a space where really nothing happens. People insult each other so much that it does not mean anything, and no one is really looking for anyone ells any more. Half of them block or close there accounts ten minutes after posting an advert.
I am going back to bed for a bit. I do not know if I will sleep or not.
