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5 years ago. June 13, 2019 at 8:08 PM

I put this as a forum question, but I thought I might as well put it on here as I have not posted much recently.

 

Some might think that this is kind of a stupid question but. . . Answer it anyway (or not if you do not want to): You identify as a slave. You have been with your master / owner for a long time, and feel all the deep and complex emotions that you would expect to feel. One day your master tells you to do something that you really badly do not want to do. You explain why you don't want to do it, you beg, etc, but he is adamant. Would you do it?

Of cause it depends on what it is, but try your best to answer the question as it stands. All response appreciated.

HGB​(sub female){Scottish M} - And that is why I don't think I could ever be a slave. I have NEVER trusted anyone that much in my life. Not sure I ever could.
5 years ago
ChainEye - I am fairly new to this, but I love exploring my own nature however much it may disturb me.
For me, if I trust someone completly my first instinct is to want to please that person. True there are things that I notice if it had not been the man I love and trust insisting on it I would have said it was on hard limit list because I have what would be called a trauma related to it. Yet even if I knew it would make me sick and Could amppify my negatieve reaction I have done it for him knowing he would be my wall to lean on and he would care. For him it was a safety that I did it. Ofcourse we discussed my most likely reaction and conseqeunces of following trough with His wish.
Doing something that with any other partner you would consider not as a possabillity with that one partner you trust can give you an intense emotinal moment with your partner and a completion that you will start graving for. You need to make sure you stay sane together and be sure your partner wants what is best for you both.
My lover may not be my master but he has pushed buttons that would make me want to run for the hills, yet at the same time that he could do that keeps us bound together. I shiver thinking back.
5 years ago
Justme26 - Chain eye: Amazing. Really appreciate your honesty.
5 years ago
Justme26 - Chain eye: Amazing. Really appreciate your honesty.
5 years ago

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