5 years ago. October 2, 2019 at 1:38 PM
So I did sleep in the end, four about four hours, between about ten AM and two PM. I felt so angry and frustrated that I am a bit surprised that I slept at all (Note: I am not angry with anyone or anything, just generally angry is the word that best describes my mood). I was in that mood where I could not focus on doing anything but also could not just sit and do nothing. I ended up watching porn and repeats of American sit coms at the same time. I do not feel too bad today considering, a bit shell shocked. It helps a little bit to write it down.