So I have been ill, not been well. I usually tell people that I am not well, but in fact I have been ill. Being ill is not really the same as not being well. I tell people that I am not well because, when you are ill a lot of the time, you have to be careful what you say to people. When you have a chronic Illness you have to be very careful how you relate to other people. Some people just find you boring, whirl others feel that they have to look after you. Once people start looking after you, that is all they do. Very few people can be a friend, or a lover, and a carer at the same time.
But sometimes when I am ill, this time, whirl I was ill I got kind of angry because no one came around and offered to do some shopping or whatever for me. But I am lucky in a way because no one treats me like I am ill, in fact I have to remind them that I am ill.
Then there is the Aspergers. People with Aspergers, or anywhere on the spectrum have difficulty communicating with others, so maybe I am lucky to have a few friends, but I still wonder, when I am ill why does no one come around or even phone, and those that do just tell me not to sleep during the day, and I do not see why, of cause because then I can not sleep at night, but ill people sleep. It is a big part of what ill people do, just every one thinks that I should not do it.
