So, I might have written about this before (and maybe will again) but WHY DON"T WOMEN LIKE ME. I mean just a bit. I don't mean hundreds of nubile twenty year olds. I am really not hard to please, but I am not pleased, not at all. Things seem worse than ever, literally no one is talking to me, or I get a three word message and then nothing. I suppose, at least, they are not ghosting me. You can not really call it ghosting if there was only three words to start with.
I keep thinking, am I doing, saying something wrong. Is there some massive turn off that only I do not know about. I suppose it is partly my age, but lots of girls say they do not care about age (on Fetlife I am a member of 20 groups that are for older men and younger ladies). I suppose a lot of people will say that I am too whiny. I do my best to stay cheerful. I am rather depleted at the moment, because I have literally been sick for two months, except for the week that I went to my sisters. Then I was sick again as soon as I got holm. So I know I am sounding whiny, but be nice, I am not at my best.
So it is almost 4. 00 AM here in the UK. I am watching Lake Placed 3 on the Horror channel. There is another forty minutes, but I think I will go to bed. I know roughly how it ends. Some of them get killed and some don't.
