My journey

On my growth

What am I doing ?

3 years ago. January 22, 2021 at 2:09 PM

I haven't been too active , or written in some time. When I logged in today, I saw some blogs giving advice , some venting , some expressing their appreciation and love for their relationships. I asked myself ....Ds...what do you want to write about? What is on your mind?

The first thing that popped into my mind is do you know what you're doing? So much is going on in the world. So many things happening all over. Do you really know what you're doing ? Am I doing things right? What has caused the things in my life to happen the way they have?

So many questions to ponder. So much progress in some respects. It isn't always easy for focus on that progress, but it is important. Even with all of the set backs, even with all of the heartbreak and hurt. Even with all of the restrictions in today's world...I've made progress. Still I find myself asking why have I let some things happen and where did I even go wrong.

Focusing on the positive isn't always easy, but I'm still working on it.

Have a great day Cage friends.

TheAnt(dom male) - Ds, So much happens to us that we have ZERO control over. We cannot stop gossip. We cannot stop carelessness of someone else. We cannot stop the randomness of life. We just have to go with it and blindly, and a lot of times helplessly, just let it happen.
As a fighter that railed against the machine of life for so long, the only thing I have to show are the scars - physically and emotionally... worn out and exhausted... and yet the world keeps on turning.
Instead, now I choose to be fix the smile upon my face, set my face to the sun, and march forward knowing with pride that I may have failed, but I tried damnit....
-DA

3 years ago

LongerJohnny(dom male) -
Soooooo been there too. Exactly. And I'm certain that in one way or other this could be said by all of us. Thanks for saying it out loud.

3 years ago

MountaintopMaster - More people need to be brave enough to ask themselves this question, then maybe the kink world and then the whole world would be a better place.

3 years ago

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