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Just a blog about my every day life.
5 years ago. August 10, 2019 at 1:02 PM

baby girl was doing well, and I was trying to improve her experience with her life partner. But this one burnt up swiftly once I pulled play from the relationship, she also decieved me. 

 

I dont take take kindly to that. 

 

I gave her exit review this morning, she was a very selfish person. She was being disrespectful of her husbands wishes, she just jumped head long into a bdsm meet and greet. Not that I don’t think it’s a good idea, but with me telling her to bring him along too I got a looooot of push back. 

 

If he is supporting of the lifestyle why not involve him? Why does it have to be sans hubby? It was a big red flag for me. 

 

She also went out and bought a pair of panties for me that said “Daddy’s little slut” when I told her that she could not call me Daddy till I said so. Also I never want to think of my little girl or submissive as my slut. 

Im just aghast at this situation, she seemed very down to earth but my god being asked by her for a Dick pic, threw me for a loop. We were quite literally talking for two days and she was pushing that? 

Ugh , I’m feeling very disrespected, my process will be more delving going forward. 

 

Trying hard not to be jaded. It’s difficult with what I have been presented. 

Pheonix J​(sub female) - Dont be jaded we all go through some crazy stuff. I'm sorry you had to endure that but better to have tried and known early in what you got into. Good luck with your search and remember were not all that eay.
5 years ago
Constellation​(sub female){Taken} - I'm sorry you experienced that, but don't lose faith!!
5 years ago
PrincessSweetPeaXO​(sub female){ } - I’m sorry you experienced that. While I’m new to this and want to plow full speed ahead, my hubby has had full disclosure on my activities in learning more and finding resources. I can’t imagine disrespecting any Dom that way especially not my Sir. While I crave his dominance I also crave to please him and make him happy even more. I guess my point is, not all of us are like that. Good luck
5 years ago
TheChimera​(sub female) - It's never fun finding out someone was deceiving you... I am terribly sorry you had to put up with that nonsense.

Looking at your blog a little, I do see that you've been through the swamp- so to speak. I can understand it's difficult, but please try not to lose faith or become jaded~ I wish I could give you some sage words of advice that would have deep profound meaning; that might strike a chord with you. But, I don't.
5 years ago
venia​(sub female){notlooking} - I’m so sorry. This journey can be challenging in the best of circumstances. Hopefully you can reflect, regroup and press onward. There are a lot of people here to share in your frustrations and support you in your journey.
5 years ago
Wiseonthree​(dom male) - Thank you all for your kind thoughts. My mentor thinks she was looking for a kinky side piece, I perhaps needed to delve further into the fact she already cheated on her husband and that “he didn’t know.” Given their current relationship struggles that she shared, sounds to me like it’s very possible she was found out but he is choosing to keep his mouth shut about the matter. I tried to give advice, however that was on deaf ears.

I always look at a submissive as someone that can make me a better person, and likewise that I can make my submissive a better person. I have good intentions, I think I will be keeping play under lock and key for when we have sorted out interests, current events, life goals, etc.

My friend once shared a piece of advice with me, the grass always looks greener on the other side of the fence...and that fence is sometimes a one way street. Its sad but I can see this one as a lost cause, (her not me haha.).
5 years ago
Bunnie - Every experience teaches us what we like and what we don’t like. Take those things on board and carry the lessons with you... but let go of the strings. You’ll find your one :)
5 years ago

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