I know there will be a lot of comments on this one. It is more me thinking out loud and asking myself the question why.
Why do I even care.
When all i get back is mix emotions.
Why do i even try to show my feels.
When sometimes its seems like you don't care.
Why did I ever open up to you.
When all you do so shut me out.
Why did I let you in.
When I don't normally let anyone in.
Why am I has so strong of feelings for you.
When I know you don't feel the same.
Why can't I just walk away.
When it comes so easy to me.
Why did I give you my heart.
When all you do is stamp on it.
I know it looks like I'm feeling down and depress.
But to tell the truth I'm not. I know so many have ask themselves these same question about someone. They came up with many different answers. Im not liking for answers. For me I have ask myself the same questions about a few different people and always had a different reasoning behind the answers I have come up with. I have never had this hard of a time walking away from anyone until you come in to my life. Even know there are so many outside forces keep saying the same things about us but some reason when I look at you. None of them even matter to me anymore its like they don't exist or something. I know I am broken in more ways then one. I have a very dark side to me that no one can understand. Sometimes I wish he was just a voice in my head or just a different personality. But unfortunately he is not but he is apart of me that I have try so hard to hind and keep away from anyone around me. But you have seen the darkness in me and you still stay close. When everyone else runs when i let him out just a little.