Soooo... here i am... mind racing.... a million thoughts a minute running thru my head. Cant sleep... can't stop thinking!!
I was content stepping away from the lifestyle. I was content taking a break and just focusing on me. You were content just being u and not focusing on finding anyone yourself. You were content on just finding and making new friends. Somehow, someway, for some reason we ended up running into each other again and starting a conversation.
From that single conversation, it lead to more conversations. Then it led to chatting away from the Cage. Then it has become a whirlwind of emotion and a connection i would have NEVER imagined. I smile everytime I see your name pop up on my phone. For the first time, in a really long time, I have felt butterflies in my stomach just from talking to u. (I honestly forgot what that felt like). U give the attention that I crave. You gice me a feeling that I can't quite explain💖
You make my heart grow fonder for you with each day that passes, and there's not a day that goes by that I have to sit here and wonder if im going to hear from you because I already know I will. Your smile is contagious. Your eyes are stunning.. Your humor and witt are out of this world, and your personality is just so freaking amazing! It doesn't matter how bad of a day im having, you make it brighter and dont even realize it. The connection we have made is almost breath-taking and im glad that we are where we are.
I just want to say thank you. Thank you for opening my eyes to a bigger picture and opening my eyes to a bigger horizon. You are a pretty special person and im glad you came into my life. You know who you are (even though you don't read blogs😈😈😈)
