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My Journey Into Me

I've never been good at sharing what I go through or what I think, which has led to some issues. So I'm going to be myself, and share my journey into finding myself.
3 years ago. January 11, 2021 at 11:25 PM

No joke, I have a ton of questions. The main one, why in the hell do people who think that they're important in your life believe they have a say in your decisions? Like bitch please, I have no time for your nonsense move along. Does it work? Nope. Should it? Yes. 😑

I have noticed people around me who I feel close to being genuinely happy that I'm happy. People going out of their way to compliment my new hair cut (still grinning too) and then sticking around to have a conversation with me. Hell they're even seeking me out. But you know yin and yang. The good comes with the bad. Just my luck I had some. They made me feel awful simply because I am happy and they feel threatened. It hurt. I dont care if my hair makes people think I'm a boy. Who cares?! But why is it that they feel like they need to point out every single flaw?! I know I'm overweight. I can see it, I can feel it, it's not exactly something I can ignore. I know my clothes are in tatters. It's not like I can afford to get new clothes when I'm paying for everyone else's crap. I live within my means, if that means putting off getting new clothes until after my car is fixed, then so be it.

I got off track a bit. I genuinely want to know why people who are not who I feel are important, feel like they have the right to inform me the choices I should have made, instead of understanding that I make my own choices.

There's my rant for today. 😁 You guys are awesome, I'm definitely looking into body butter, and I 💙 the smell of coconut. I have used the body wash from bath and body works. I'll have to look into their stuff again! 

Have a good day guys! Stay safe and I hope y'all had a good weekend.

HGB​(sub female){Scottish M} - I like The Body Shop and Lush just a little bit better. But they all smell amazing.
3 years ago
Lion​(dom male){Hazel Eyes} - With some people they are never going to be happy with you. You could say and do everything perfect and there will always be something to bitch about. Do like I did, surround yourself with people who accept the real you, get rid of the people who cause conflict and drama. Makes life a whole lot easier being loved for just being yourself. Big hug my friend.
3 years ago
MidnightKoneko​(sub female) - Because they are unhappy with themselves
3 years ago
Roughrider2752 - Bath and body stress relief is a good one too!!
3 years ago

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