I know what I want and look for in a Dom. But, I'm starting to think that he might not exist in real life and I have dreamt him up. Or maybe, I should stop reading novels who conjure these characters that appear to be so far from the real truth. Or, is it because I won't settle and I am hell bent to find the right one for me? Whatever the answer is, Does HE exist?
Is there really a genuine Dom who will take the time to listen and hear me? Who will take the time to know me for who I am, accept me with my flaws, welcome the side of me that can only be controlled by the one who I submit to, guide me to explore those hidden desires that can only be shared with the right one, and not be selfish? Is there a Dom who can be open, truthful, honest and not hide and lie about their status, who they are, how old they are, what they want or looking for themselves? Is there anyone out there who really doesn't play games who can be upfront and not beat around the bush or try to manipulate to get what they want? Is there anyone who knows how to deal with conflict without losing their cool? Is there anyone who knows how to be understanding, who is thoughtful and considerate, who cares for another?
Many questions come and go that remain unanswered and have me questioning is there someone out there for me? Am I being unrealistic for having standards and boundaries? Just because we happen to be on a sexual website doesn’t mean I’m desperate and going to put out. I am here to find someone who is compatible and does want to share the same, but wants more than to have fun.
Tapping out for awhile...if you reach out and say you just want to chat as friends that’s what it will be - friends.
