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   It is too small a word to express all the feelings that it really portrays, when you come back after a long time away and you feel your hart swell with love and the joy, it seems to give filling you even more I am just enjoying the feelings. We all are, when we first pulled up the road to see the land and house Sir Tim stopped the truck and we all could feel it no one said a word for some time then Joe just said wow is it always like this (this made us all look at each other) and asked what do you mean Joe, I don't know it Just made me feel like there is know place else in the world I belong like it felt when mom and dad were still alive and when I came home. I turned and looked at the place and I swear I could here a voice in my head say you did good young one. Looking at the house I could see that sir John was busy where an open porch stood was now half enclosed and wrapped around. It almost said do you like my new dress I laughed and cried at the same time when I look at Sir Tim his jaw was clinched like he was holding his emotion in check. Jill on the other hand was like me just letting the tears fall. She looked at me and mouthed where home honey. The front door opened and Rita and Sir john came out to great us. It was Rita that shocked me by curtsying and saying welcome home my lady my lord this was a greeting I had seen her use with Jane and Sir James. Sir Tim always the gallant reached down and helped her to stand and kissed her and then I kissed her myself and it was then that I think it all came home too me I my sir and my lady are now head of the house of Jane. Sir John reached out and shook Tim's hand and addressed him as Sir Tim he then took my and Jill's hands and said my ladies welcome home he looked down and said you must be master Joe how do you do young man I am looking forward to getting to know you.

   When we got inside I was surprised even more that everyone was there before us and were waiting in in the main room. Sir John sat my Tim in the big chair stood in front of him and asked him Sir Tim are you willing and able to take the position of house Dom for the house of Jane. I stood to his right and Jill to his left and I had a De ja vie of things as he turned to me and asked is he the one you want my ladies? We all three answered yes then on que every one clapped and came up and bowed or curtsied to us. Poor Joe just sat there eyes wide ( I would have to talk to him later) I was further surprised when Deb's. Sue, V, and Stacy came and curtsied with perfect grace and then came and stood behind us but it was Joe-Beth who surprised us buy asking to be allowed to return to Montana to care for those in need. She at last has found her calling going back to caring for those who want and need her.

   I had been wearing Janes torque since December when I was formally raised to the head of house. But Sir john came forward again holding a big wooden and old case gave it to Rita to hold, and said Sir Tim pleas remove your torque Jill please remove yours as well. When he opened the box he took from it sir James torque and put it on our Tim he then handed the toque that was made for Dena that is a Duplicate of the one I wear like mine it had a lock without a key he explained that once on it can not be removed until death or a successor is named. It brought tears to me that they did not hesitate in having it locked on them. And finally he brought out two portraits he uncovered the first this will take the place of the one over the main fireplace buy sir James last request it showed him Jane and Dena when they were much younger he is sitting in the same chair that Tim is sitting in he is in his tux and his torque is on the outside Jane and Dena are both siting nude backs straight hands on there thighs flat he seems shoulders bowed and face showing strain showing on his face but eyes looking as though he can see right through you and a gold chain clearly  visible running from his torque to each of theirs as well as one running from Jane and Dena forming a triangle as if it is saying one speaks for all. 

   The second portrait spoke to all of us it was made from a copy of a photo sir had us pose for the Christmas before we lost Jane and Ann they are sitting in his lap heads leaning into his shoulders they holding hands in front of his chest I on his right sitting by Janes feet Jill sitting on his left by Ann's feet Deb and Sue behind the chair on each side of him V on his left and Stacy on his right we are just wearing his toques and smiles but it is face that says it all he had this look that conveyed it all it said touch them and you will be dead before your head  hits the ground. this one is going in the office over the mantle there to replace the pictures that where there.   Now do you see Home is too small a word                         

   some of this is taken from a video off the computer  alas it was a first generation and not the best quality but good enough for us to see what Dena and Jane looked like when they were young. As such both Mari and I where shocked to see what these two looked like together I will try to describe them but I know I can't do them justice first let me say they looked nothing alike but they were both so beautiful as to make a dead man hard. Dena was 5' 9 or 10" tall she looked to be 38C 25  35 she had silver hair and a face so smooth as to look like you would describe as angelic or almost an ageless beauty and Jane had the same skin but she was only 5'3" tall and stunning red hair the two of them looked like a pair of angels minus the wings.

   Jane was sitting in an big easy chair sipping tea or coffee could not tell witch she had been crying her eyes were swollen and red not a good look for any woman. When Dena came in the door she took one look at her came over and said so you fond out you aren't good enough to make him forget who he is then pulled her into her arms and let her cry it out (it made horny as hell J) then she said ok ok its time to put your big girl panties on and let me help you fix this.(this is a conversation between Jane and Dena so we are going to use D and J to show whos talking)

J I don't understand him he doesn't look at me with lust yet I know he want's me and he make me wet just to look at him. 

D let me ask you some thing does he remind you of any one you know 

J well yes and no I feel safe with him like I do when my father holds me, but he makes me horney at the same time. 

D exactly that is his Dom side that makes you horney and his gentleman side that makes you feel safe like being in your fathers arms. but do not make a mistake he want you like any man you ever met but he has to much respect for you as a woman to let himself go in your arms and to afraid of really letting go because of that.

J then what can I do how do I claim him.

D laughing you don't claim him you let him claim you, you recognize the fact that he owns you that everything you are now or will be is his you must surrender your body your brain and yes your soul to him. Dedicate yourself to his wishes and whims and lay it at his feet. And in doing this you will find everything you ever wanted to achieve for yourself and your daughter he will give you by gentile or forceful means. Just like he did for me.

J what do you mean he owns the company you work for 

D At first yes he did but now I own 49% of all the construction and real estate but things like this hotel retirement communities and several other small and medium companies he owns he went into investing and controls them himself.

J oh I had no idea he had so many interests in so many companies.

D no its not the companies as much as the people who operate and own them. everyone gets in trouble now an then they get a contract say and don't have the credit or cash to do the job this is where sir steps in and takes a 5 or 20% depending on what they need to get them over the top to make ends meet and that is what sir provides till they can pay the investment back. now let me get up I have to get undressed the dressers will be here soon and we need to be ready for them.

2 or three hours later they get back to what they were talking about.

J so what happens to me if I don't let him claim me as his 

D that depends on you if you can't make the company go you will be out of a job. but if he owns you that won't matter in the long run because he will care for you needs the rest of your life cloths food money vacations all over the world so your daughter gets an understanding of the world her education is already secured she will be going to Georgetown university if her course is offered there or any top tier collage that offers what ever course of study she wants. 

  But lets be honest Jane your way of doing things has not been all that  affective  for you has it divorced twice low end jobs less time with your daughter when she needs you the most some money saved but not enough to take a vacation you owe hospital bills still renting of course some of that will change when you start running the company you'll get your bills paid and put money in the bank and get your credit back up but still have the bills to pay. 

J  well what about you 

D me I have not paid a bill in 5 years because of sir or boss whatever you chose to call him. do I miss it not at all I feel safe and loved and worm all over in exchange for my supposed independence I now have almost complete freedom. I punch no time clocks if I tell someone to do something they do it I take jobs that stimulate me and what do I pay for this freedom I have to come home to strong arms do what I'm told and most important of all feel him release his burdens and wash his soul in my love. and feel complete and cherish every drop he give me. 

J some thing I have to ask but I feel so slutty for asking this but why do I feel so empty inside I mean I have never been so sore and satisfied sexually but I don't emotionally. 

D I told you yesterday that would happen I can't say for sure but I think it has to be genetic either because we are women or because we are submissive but we just don't feel complete if we haven't tasted him on our lips or most especially feel his seed leaking out from below. and I can say for me when I can taste and feel him leaking from both below I just feel so content and i feel that way for a week at a time unless I have a couple bad work days in between and he always knows what i need and when.  come with me we need a hot bath and a little play before he comes back. and I think he will need us when he comes back he is negotiating a contract for one of his companies that means he is talking to a bank and he hates banks.

That was all they had on video and the rest was done in the bathroom and I have not found any reference to what the talked about but whatever they said to each other must have convinced jane to try the lifestyle and we are so happy that Dena started her down this road.   Jill          

   I am always amused when a modern liberated lady come to realize that they are susceptible to the power of a gentleman who happens to be a Dom. She was not expecting to be valued first for her brain and only then because her body was made in heaven for the enjoyment of both. And they always think they can make you fall when they spread their legs to be fare most men do lack the control of their bodies so they can't really be blamed. She asked me to fuck her and that is exactly what I did she failed to ask me to love her or own her. Maybe now she will understand the difference her surprise started right from the beginning when I took her in my arms and kissed her until she was squirming in my arms only then did I undress her kissing and licking my way from her neck to her naval spending time kissing and liking her till I felt her start to shake before pulling the dress off the rest of the way and standing up again to kiss her lips and neck again she started to claw at my clothes. I stopped her sat her on the bed and slowly removed my clothes and folding them and hers while she watched me and I watched her when I was finished her legs were closed and she was clinching her thighs without thinking make herself even more eager for what she thought was to come. I knew she was more then ready and all it would take is a touch, we can't have that not the first time I took her hand and lead her to the lounge pored my self a drink and sat I told her to sit in front of me so I can see as much of your body as possible. When she was seated I asked her do you want me she said yes will you do what I ask yes she said, good please take me in your hand and mouth she did for about 15 minuets before looking at me and asking what was wrong I knew it was time for her first lesson in control oh you want it hard you mean by the time she looked back down it was she looked back up at me and said but I put my finger to her lips and said quiet and I will explain. I am in complete control of my body and soon I will be in complete control of yours your only chose will be is this a onetime thing or something you will want for the rest of your life of course she had that look on her face my body is mine and I will not give up control and there is no way you can make me. I know you think that for now you will control your self get your jollies with me but you will find after you will know that you have not had me just the pleasure I can give you but you will come to learn the difference between having my body and having my soul and hart and you will want both as a woman it is part of the need you have in you, you have only received a taste earlier tonight and you will want that always to be a part of someone to never have to face decisions out side of work you just have to do what is asked of you and everything else will be taken care of. 

   We returned to the bedroom when she was nude I stepped back to look at her, when I told her how beautiful she was she brought her hand to her missing breast. I could have ignored this but for some reason it offended me and told her forcefully to never cover herself again like that. It is your badge of courage. Yes Jane, I know your history you chose to have a healthy child before treatment risking your life and in my eyes this blemish to you becomes part of your beauty to me. I then took her in my arm's and kissed her. For the next five hours I fucked her using edging to intensifying her experience on her fifth orgasm she fainted. After making sure she had just fainted and nothing more I covered her and let her sleep I went out to the lounge to get some sleep when I got up showered and dressed she was still asleep so I left her a note told her I would be gone for the day but Dena will come by at noon to take her shopping for a new wardrobe for work.

He knew that it can take time for people to prosses a life change of this scope but also knows that a woman has a need for another woman to help them adjust sometimes hence the shopping trip with Dena to answer her questions of balance of liberated and submission to a Dom. As in the normal persons need for freedom and ownership we all have this issue for sir I have come to learn to him that witch owns him are the companies he is owned by his employees in a weird way owned him and did the job of leader to make sure they had what they needed for them and theirs.       Jill                     

Jane; 2/17/92

   God what is happening to me Jane you bad girl you really enjoyed that, how could you lose control like that let him do that to you and why did you love it so much. I need this time alone and how did he know that? He told me last night that he would be gone all day today so why do I feel so empty when he is not here and in me filling me with both love and lust at the same time. First things first I have been bought at least my mind was. He put a contract in front of me and told me that even though he want's me personally he can not let the chance of being my partner in a company with me get away. He wants to buy me a company to manage and run and told me he will only demand that I care for the employees and reward them as the company grows. His reason for this is that he found that when people are shone to be valued many show their gratitude with loyalty and this make them treat work like they own it themselves. So I now have a new boss. He will own it for the first 5 years with a percentage of the profits going to paying for my ownership till I acquire 49% I will have a salary plus percentage from that point forward. All I ever wanted and a little more he pointed out that my daughter will need something to live and maybe run some day.

   Later that day Dena came back and after kissing us both said wait till you see what I got us. She looked at Jim and said I know you paid but I bought it. We went into the bathroom and showered together we got quite intimate we were both humming when we got out and she showed me the bra was prefect she had taken and outline of my prostheses and the bra was a perfect fit for me she then showed me the best way to wear a garter belt and stockings we shaved each other and when I saw my self in the mirror I was shocked at how good I looked standing next to her she then started doing my make up and told me this is not the way you wear it for work but we are not going to work we are going to a party and our job is to make sir look like the luckiest man in the world witch he is by the way she stopped and suddenly got serious with me and said I am so glad he found you and I hope you come to love him as much as me but I hope you come to love me just as much and then kissed me gently. I just wanted to cry it was so heartfelt then she noticed and said don't you dare cry you don't need red eyes plenty of time for that later. During diner he made us both feel wanted and cherished I don't know how he could do that. We were both wearing the same design dress it was very modest in the front but the back was completely open from just under the bra to just over the hip 3/4 length slit on both sides and when we sat just a hint of stoking top showing she was in red and I in black. We looked hot.

   When we arrived at the party and made the rounds he introduced us both me as the C.E.O. of his newest company and of course you know Dena and then he said now go circulate and have a good time he then left us alone and went over to the bar. Dena looked at me and said this is what he does people will come up to us and will find out what you do and the kind of company you have then she shocked me by telling me the company I now am expected to run was the company I was just working for and said thanks for letting sir know it could be bought rather then you starting from scratch at least this way you know what you and the company are capable of but be like sir and make no promises other then have them call you next week to meet over it. I had a very stimulating night and Dena was right some did try to make me make promises. But I did listen to what she told me and made appointments at my office not theirs. After all they wanted I did not know if I wanted. 

   When I went with Jim to his hotel yes he owns a very nice hotel between the theater district and the garment district in N.Y. his personal apartment on the top floor was done in old world style real wood fireplace gas that really did work old-style chairs over stuffed the place even had a greenhouse two bedrooms small kitchen but house kitchen room service as well. Dena asked me do you want him tonight? That's up to him isn't it. She looked at me and said oh my god you've never been involved with a gentleman either! Never mind  a Dom have you? Let me tell you something a true gentleman never askes he waits for the lady to show or ask for his company that night and never assumes a rematch unless there is agreement that you wish to belong to him. and then you must understand your body will belong to him from that point forward is that what you want. let me tell you something about him he will satisfy you like no other man you have ever had, but unless he owns you he will not cum either in or on you. I know because the first time he had me I tried everything I could think of and he still did not give me what I wanted by the time I was done my pussy and ass an mouth were sore. when I was done and on the verge of tears I asked why I wasn't good enough he held me in his arms and explained he did not own me and he will only give himself completely to a woman he owns. She told me but I thought I could do it. I will tell you my dear diary I was wrong I am sore in places I never knew I had he made me feel my body melt lose all control of it all I could do was feel things that finally made me lose consensus till I woke this morning alone and feeling unfulfilled and sore as I am still wanting. So here is my dilemma dear diary do I give up being a liberated woman and feel incomplete or give control over myself to this man, what I do know is I need him god help me I need him like food and water an air to live and all he asks for this is everything I am.

this is long but Dena had brought her a laptop so at least it clear and easy to read, personally I know just how she felt because I felt the same how does a liberated woman become a sub and I have come to the conclusion it is all the Dom responsibility and depends on how much he respects you or how respected he make you feel.    Jill                                     

   What makes this hard is that rather then wait to get to there computers or book they used there phones, Now I am not a professional in short hand so getting this all down and then going back and doing punition is hard to do so please bare with me.

Jane: 2/15/92

   After reading the note I called my friend and found that his driver came by at 7 and picked up Mary and my friends son and brought them to school and waited with them till the school opened to walk them in and gave them his contact # in case he was needed. I then went to clean myself as best I could found the bathroom was very well stocked toothpaste, brush, three different deodorant's all for ladies, shower with big tub for two if wanted with bubble bath and bath oil everything a woman wanted to make her feel good about herself. When I got out of the shower and started to dry there was a knock on the door. When I opened the door standing with a smile on her face was one of the most beautiful women something out of the pages of vogue and dressed in some very upscale clothes for business she said with no preliminary my name is Dena and I am sir James personal assistant and I am here to help you in any way I can. How do you take your coffee and would you like to have something to eat or wait till after coffee. I asked where Jim was she said he's in the lounge finishing some work while we get acquainted to quote him "I hope to make her mine and she will be over you unless she can't handle it". O.K. 

   I had never been with a woman before but when she took me in her arms and kissed me that first time I knew it was right. Two hours later I was in lust with this girl, after laying in bed I started my third degree as sir calls it my dad was lawyer judge and senator I found out what kind of man I was getting involved with. The most important thing I learned from her was he always kept any promise he ever gave but getting him to promise was hard and impossible if he dose not want to. 

We both walked out and all he said was well I guess your personal negotiations went well. There is coffee and Danish to stave off your hunger till room service comes with whatever you order. I tell him I am a little confused why me as I looked at Dena. She just looked at me you really don't know, oh, she looked at Jim she really doesn't know? Jim just smiled and said you tell her she won't believe it from a man maybe she will from a woman. you give off a vibe of sheer love raw undiluted love and kindness. When I was done crying Dena was dressed and ready to leave to carry out his orders. When I asked where she was going she smiled and said I have work to do and not a lot of time to do it, oh I forgot I ordered you a couple  of bras and panties they will be here tonight as well as a dress in case you want to go out for some fun out of bed and laughed. lets just say by the time we went to bed I was more then ready I was  wrong.

Sir James 2 /15 /92 

   It's 8 A.M. and my assistant has just come in with my suit and tie for this evening and I asked her where the clothing for her is and she just looked at me with the look that say's sir stop being a normal man and I say yea dumb question. What do I get a woman missing a breast and so high. other then a black formal gown. So lets get to some work while we wait for her to wake up that's when I get the second look you the one you get when you tell your best friend you just met someone and nothing else. O.K. she is older then me and she works in the rag business she just needs a break I think I hand her the name of the company and ask her to find out what they want for it and then I get the third look and I say I got you she checks out and has the experience so I wont lose money and she may even make me money. So what are we talking here business or pleasure. I say hopefully both and she looks at me with the look of pain I take her in my arms and tell her no if anything she will be my second sub you are not at risk I will always need your clear thinking and sprite besides no one can take over the company if something happens my people need you as much as I do. As I sit to write my journal she gets to work on researching the company I hope to buy.  And get this  remarkable woman to run. As I hear her moving around I bring it to Dena's attention she go' in to introduce herself after sometime I hear the scream of release and then I hear Dena let go a few minuets later two women looking happy come out. 

After Dena leaves and we are alone I put the work contract in front of her and tell her that I hope she will run the company I'm buying.

I think this is a natural place to stop this first day of their journey as the rest of the day is devoted to their start of the company that Jane ran.   Jill    

   Hi all there have been changes in the house that have made me make a decision to quit my job and take up home life full time. My life mate has to much on her plate to handle and our Dom as well so I have undertaken to among other things take over the transcribing of Jane's and Sir James diary's. 

Jane; 2/15/92

   Have I gone insane or have I entered a new time in my life, last night I brought two girlfriends to a dance and meet market event. while there I met a man like no one else I have ever met before except for my father. He discovered me checking him out and having a little phantasy when I looked up he just  smiled at me and came over with the corniest line but the thing that got me is he never took his eyes off mine we tried talking but found it too noisy  he got us a bottle of wine and a big bourbon for himself and we went into the hotel siting lounge and I found myself telling this man my life story. When the bar closed down, my girlfriends found me without losing a beat he introduced him self gave them his card and called his driver to take them home but I did not want to leave this man he had just started to tell me his story. I asked my friend to care for my daughter and take her to preschool in the morning. Jeff his driver was told to make  sure that she got to school and work in the morning. He then brought me to a penthouse suite when we got there he had made sure that there was food and wine and drink so we could keep talking. I woke the next afternoon In a panic over not gong to work he left me a note it simply read "don't panic I called your boss  and owner of the company you are not due in till Monday as you fascinate me I want more time with you but as I do not know if you feel the same I left it open with your boss and you will have to make arrangements for your Daughter I have talked to your girlfriend who is willing to take her for the weekend if that is what you want or you can bring her with us if you care to."

    Sir James; 2/15/92

   I felt eyes on me don't ask me I have always known when someone was paying attention to me, so I looked around the floor but no one on the floor or around the rail was looking at me. then I felt it turn worm and when I turned around there was a little redhead staring at my crotch no she was looking there but I could tell her mind was some where else this allowed me to look closely at her and she was magnificent even in business clothes she screamed beautiful girl no wait, woman I felt like a butterfly to a flame I was right in front of her before I even thought. I  could not think of a good line so I didn't try I introduced myself and she closed up the wall and so I knew she was older and had been burnt more then once. I smiled and said can we talk or do you want to just brush me off as a nice guy and lose a chance for a happy life. this surprised her but took up the challenge and said yes. so I called the waitress over and gave her my order after asking what she was drinking she told me chardonnay I told her that we would be in the outer lounge. reserved for guests of the hotel and then arranged for a room so we would not get her in trouble with her boss. When we were comfortable I asked her right out what were her trust issues and she told me her life story two failed marriages dead father a mother who left her when she was young a stepmother that favored her kids the loss of her breast to cancer that ended her 2nd marriage the child who saved her sanity and helped over the ruff patches. To say I was impressed with this woman is an understatement. her current job and the fact that she will never go higher in the company because the owner is old and just looking to retire. I then started telling her my story after meeting her friends and making arrangements to get her daughter cared for that night and get them home. I then started telling her my story somewhere around 4a.m. she started to get sleepy so i carried her to bed took her shoes off an put the comforter over her. I am in the lounge of the suite going over everything she told me and I have decided she is a keeper if she will consent to being my sub and not a wife.

This is the story of the night they met;   Jill more coming.     

   I felt the now familiar and welcome pressure just within my lips his head resting on my clit he felt so good when he made himself thoub till I was wet and my drip coated him. He then entered me but not all the way the rest of him pressed to my ass but the head pressed to that spot within me you know the spot I mean I then felt him do that thing that makes it thoub right on the spot of pure bliss and did not move. When I could not take it any more I started to move when he pinched my hip hard and his voice say do not move after some time my tears started and the frustration was at its peak I begged him for the relief I craved again he said no do not move but you may cum. They must have conspired this Jill and my sir she turned at those words and kissed me very gently I then felt her take my nipple in her fingers and at first pinch gently then oh so slowly increased the pressure until it started to hurt and still kissing me all over my face and neck then just when I needed it most her tongue entered my mouth and danced with mine that was it I let go my body shook my lips and pussy spasmed and my juice let go I could not scream because she had my mouth locked to hers but I did let a long moan go into her mouth and my tears flowed and I collapse with there arms around me until I stopped twitching in there arms. while I lay back I watched Jill first clean my love off our sir then take him down her thought till he spasmed and gave her the reward then sharing it with me. and that was only the start of my day of enforced rest. 

   When he stood next to the bed in all his tall slim hard manliness I could not question who was in charge. He looked down at me and said " you will stay in bed while I'm gone for the day you will only leave it to go to the bathroom to do what is needed your food will be brought to you Jill will care for you to my orders and so you know she has a list of punishment if she allows you to do anything other the sleep and fuck" do you understand little Mari? All I could say was yes sir. I could only lay in bed as my life mate washed my sir and dryad him and dressed him in clothes for a trip. when he was dressed he came to the bedroom and let me inspect and admire him. " I will be gone all day and maybe overnight you are not to do anything other then follow Jill's orders if you do not you will both be punished is that understood. Yes sir I will obey and comply with Jill's orders but sir may I play on the computer. No, anything you need to say Jill will handle, you are also forbidden from the phone as well as I said bed and sex are all you are allowed till I get back then I will see if you need more.

   Jill blogged the reason for my absence from the community as well as handled the mail sent to me. 

After seeing our sir off she came back to the bedroom and she had that "smile" you know the one that says your ass is mine and I have plans for its use. She strapped my legs up and back she then showed me my first gift from our sir a harness for her and large vibrator wide but short smiling the whole time she stood and lubed it slowly before putting it on. When she turned it on her eyes widened and jerked she kneeled in front of me and very slowly ran the head up and down from the very top of my pussy to the ring of my ass watching me closely to see if I had a preference for insertion then putting in the other one to start now I am not the kind of girl that likes gentile no not for me hard and fast from beginning to end. When she was done with me I fell fast asleep or comatose depending on your view.

Later when I woke again Jill was waiting for me she held in her hands two brand new double ended dildos she put both in me hard and fast the way I like and then very slowly put her ends in until our clits made contact she set the pace there is just something about looking into you lovers eyes not talking just letting it build and finally crash around you. And that was how sir found us locked together sound asleep and that was how he left us till late last night when we woke and started on him to thank him for being the Dom he is. Yes I am a slut but only for my life mate and my sir or those he tells me to be with.                      

By sir Tim's orders Jill and I have been ordered to stay in bed today and talk and toy and love each other till we have worked out new duties love Mari I.E slut day yay.

   Mari you should learn at the beginning the symbols and meaning for the house first I think the wolf is kind of obvious people see it and always jump to the wrong conclusion the lone wolf but it is the direct opposite the wolf is a pack animal it hunts for the benefit of the pack not for itself. Second is the torque this was a sign of honor or leadership but nowadays it is just mistaken as a piece of ornamental jewelry. Look carefully at mine it is yellow gold with the wolf head there is a pendent hanging that is the birth stone mine is a garnet it is what is called flawless because sir believes like me that the ladies who wear the gold should be flawless and you will all be when we are done teaching you, but mine also has a diamond in its mouth as well as set as eyes because it is supposed the hardest substance known to man and you will be as hard no give the rules must be enforced no mater who broke them. But the flaw to the diamond is that it can be shattered with enough force so it is brittle at the same time and like the women we are we are also fragile creatures the reason we need the strength of our Dom to keep to much force from being applied, and that is why we learn to do what our Dom's tell us to do to keep our mind's as well as our harts safe and accept the punishment as well to relive the stress we build from trying to do it all.

   Sir would you please show her yours he reached into his drawer to take it out, she smiled and said he hates wearing it he says he finds it to restricting. He said Jane you just earned three she shivered and her nipple got hard but all she said was thank you sir. you will notice sir James is larger with rubies on mouth and eyes aside from it looking very nice in gold. the symbolism is really simple if you see that you know there is no appeal there is only blood to be shed. I noticed a nick in it and asked what happened. Sir turned red but Jane smiled and looked adoringly at him. She just said we were attacked once many years ago the torque stopped the knife from his jugular and saved his and my life. Then she hung her head and said poor man. Then looked at me in the eye and said he did what any Dom would do he pulled me out of the way and the knife got him. (sir just shook his head and mumbled I should have been quicker).

   Now around the ranch you will see different forms of the wolf. First is the silver torque the men that wear these are trained by sir and John to be Dom's of the house you will also see wolf head rings these are people that are lifelong hires and will retire with a good income if they choose. You will also see earrings on the girls they are also permanent hires. Now for the last you will see here and on other ranches the family owns they wear a gold bracelet on the right wrist with a figure of a wolf with ruby eyes. Aside from the fact that these are the ones you ladies are allowed to indulge yourselves with and they usually do the morning work outs with us they are the ones sworn to our protection and the ones that get sent out to those under the house protection to help them. They are trained in both military as well as law enforcement this is so they will know when to call the local police and assist them as needed they will and unfortunately have sacrificed their life to do so.                               

  The following is based on my remembrances as well as excerpts from Janes journal and Sir James's I hope the you can follow it because it is the real start of my journey to becoming the lady I am now and will become over time ??? Mari.  

   After saying these words to me, he sat thinking and allowing me to think and speak to Jane. I am filled with a hundred questions but why don't you start with what sir means when he say's slave to the house? Well Mari you know how much freedom you are given as sir's sub in choosing type and duration of punishment's well as slave to the house you are not given a choice the rules are written and have to be carried out because they are for the protection of all the sub's and Dom's of the house of Jane. before you decide you will be shown these rules and agree to then before you will be asked to sign on the dotted line so to speak. but I will say this a couple of the rules if violated can ruin or even kill you and you will be expected to carry them out. Now that being said you yourself are not expected to carry these out but you are expected to assist the law of the land to carry it out. As you know the house is dedicated to the protection of the sub's as such every rule is for the benefit of the sub. Ruining a person would be say because the Dom or sub has intentionally caused some type of damage to their sub or Dom abuse being at the top of the list weather intentional or  through neglect so you can see this is a rare thing but not unheard of and the penalty for this is  ruining the offender. In the extreme case that death happens you will make everything known to you to a the prosecutor for a jury of his peers. Now hearing this you may say that is easy but I will tell you now it will take a toll on your hart later I speak from experience and this is where your personal Dom earns his obedience because he or she will be the one who carries this out he has no more choice then you do. And that is what sir means by slave to the house.

Excerpt: Janes journal

   Is she the right one I only have my gut to go on and the limited time we have spent with all the sub's I have chosen for sir. Can she handle the Duties that come with it, will she understand later why I choose her to feel the pain of decisions that she may be to young to handle after all I was older when it came upon sir and I but even with all the pain she has gone through in her young life she still has about her that little girl tempered with the look of ice in her eyes when she is angry or feels slighted but still does what she is told to do and waits for her time to ask or explain her feelings. NO, I will not question myself she is the one to bare the burden after me. Now it is up to sir and I to find her the Dom of her dreams that can handle the pressure she will be under as well as a help mate. Sir tells me he has already chosen both. he tells me they both posses the strength she will need. He feels Tim will make the best match for her as a Dom and he thinks this ranger girl if she comes to accept a bond as the help mate to her I will see for my self if he is right if not I will keep looking.

Excerpt: Sir James journal

   She thinks after 20 years together I have not learned her hart and soul there is no question in my mind, poor Mari she is so much like my Jane and my Dena was that I could almost believe in reincarnation but she was born before we lost our Dena maybe the child we lost when she died. I have spoken to John and he feels that Tim one of the new hires would make a good match for both Mari and this ranger girl I met and seem to feel such an attraction to. They both have the strength of will she will need later. But only time will tell and of course her own hart.