In between lessons on how to run sir's bushiness I would ride three hrs a day that allowed me to handle 8 hrs in the saddle but not for the next morning. I could not move just to much pain R.J. herd me and said don't try to move yet how do you take your coffee she helped me out of my clothes turned me over so so I could suck my coffee through a straw. she started to massage something vaguely familiar into my muscles and then as I started to relax I started to get wet and then I realized it was the same special ointment that sir used on us in after care and she touched me almost the same way. I moaned at the feel and R.J. snickers and then it happened I just came all over myself. she left her hand gently on my ass and said thank you little girl when you are ready get up and do your morning stretches and breakfast I'll take care of the horses. and she left me alone with my head full of sir's memory. I did my stretches put out the fire and cleaned up the camp. were late starting. but we were starting.
The next day we got to the client male 30'sh not a new one but sill upset when we told him of sir's passing. He looked at me and asked prior service so I lifted up my pant's leg and showed him my fake foot and said Afghanistan Russian mine he just shook his head walked to the back of his mine home came back with a clay jug and three glasses pored out three fingers each and toasted him with these words I hope he fucked his way to heaven and I said I don't know if he did but I know he fucked us there more then once. It was a jug of sirs private stuff. smooth as silk and the kick of a mule. We got to trading the next day. With sent of sir's ointment in my nose we fucked like animals the three of us. it was just what we all needed.(yes I'm still capable of enjoying vanilla).
I was quiet just thinking all day on the ride, R.J. gave me space wolf stayed close by me and warhorse gave me no problems while we road that night after making camp. I went to bed R.J. came in and put my head on her shoulder and started talking to me. You know I know exactly what was lost to us but I also know exactly what we've gained. The last time I saw sir was on the ridge over looking the ranch you know what he told, me go sleep with every man and woman you ever thought would make you happy. But remember this is what I offer you a home to come back to after every journey you take. This will be your's and all the love it has is waiting for you to claim and make your own. What did you do? Exactly what sir told me to do and you know what I found none of the others would give me the freedom I crave to be me they all wanted to keep me close and mold me to what they wanted instead of what I wanted. So I came back to take the bond he offered and the freedom he offered and the love and home he offered. Only to find him gone and thought I lost it all. I did not realize even then that what he offered was more then him. So all we really did last night was have a human dildo and got back in the saddle so to speak we still belong to him and he still belongs to us. And she was right while I still follow his orders I really haven't lost him he left us with everything we will ever need or want and his love too.