Today I have two very important points to make so listen carefully and don't get lost -
1. Doms fall in love too.
2. Time is a butthole.
You frequently hear and read about how a sub loves her Dom, how she is devoted and committed to her Sir, that her heart beats only for Him, and so on. Yet, from what I am told, it goes largely unmentioned how often a Dom falls for his sub. If true, perhaps part of the reason is that some Doms believe it removes some of control they have over their subs? That they can't dominate their own subs if they can't first dominate their own feelings? That their Dom colors are fading, or their Dom pants are beginning to rip apart at the seams?
Bullshit. They are in love with their subs and for some ridiculous reason they dont want the world to know. But it happens, and I suspect it happens a lot. I know that it does because it happened to me. I am in love with my sub, my good girl, the caretaker of my property, my dirty whore, my own ButterfliesAndCuffs. And I wont let it go unmentioned - because I do want the whole world to know. We both do.
And that doesn't weaken our dynamic, it strengthens it. It does not mean that I own less of her, but that I possess her now more than ever. My love does not distract her from my dominance, it makes her feel her submission more profoundly.
How fucking cool is that!
On to my second point...
8 days to go. 8 fucking days. 8 fuck off days. 8 go fuck yourself days.
8 Macarthur Park days. (7 extra points if you get that reference. Not 8 points, because today 8 sucks.)
8 "It's an honor just to be nominated" days. Except it's not an honor since I already won yet I have to wait another shitfuck 8 days to accept my award..
I keep reminding myself that it is just a matter of time, and that time is a butthole. Time can suck sweaty llama balls. Time is the unlaundered shit stain on the underpants of always. Time can't even afford a trial period parking pass in the friendzone of ass.
I pee in the face of time, but not in a hot, sexy way. Time doesn't get the good stuff, it gets the bottom of the bladder, left over coffee grounds pee.
Nope, all of the best of everything I am is reserved for - and because of - my one. The only one I want. The one I own. The one I love. My ButterfliesAndCuffs.
To summarize:
I am in love with my sub.
And 8 days can kiss my ass.
