Sooo I have this habit of wanting to move forward but not knowing how and then I feel stuck and I feel like I give mixed signals. Because my little wants to come out and I start asking the person weird questions and I’m so afraid to be annoying and seem dumb so I pull back and I don’t know.
like I’ve been vibing so well with this guy recently and I think he’s so cool and he’s able to make me jittery but then I think I get awkward and I’ll almost type what the little part of me wants to but I suppress it because it was probably stupid in the first place, anywho, he doesn’t seem like a murder so that automatically makes me like him more but I get scared because I’m so afraid that I’m momentary, that maybe he’s just filling his time with me till he actually finds someone worthwhile and cute or whatever, I know that may sound dumb but I just can’t help it, maybe cause that’s what happened to me before, I don’t really know. All I know is this guy is so sweet and he makes me feel nice and he incredibly respectful, and maybe, I guess that can be okay for now.