Ever set yourself a goal? Of course you have! Might have been to save “x” dollars, maybe to visit your parents more often, we set goals all the time, though sometimes we don’t call them such, So After my vanilla marriage came to ruination, I discovered this life, BDSM.
After much reading, studying, learning, and talking, I put a toe in the water. Little did I know at the time what I was really getting myself into! A little play here and there, then I began reading, studying, and talking even more.
So I finally began to be a student of the BDSM Dynamic, I marveled at it’s pure nature and infinite depths that two can share, and that’s all it took. I set my course for what can only be vocalized by me at this point as …Xanadu,
Excerpt from "Xanadu" by Rush
To seek the sacred river Alph
To walk the caves of ice
To break my fast on honey dew
And drink the milk of paradise
I had heard the whispered tales
Of immortality
The deepest mystery
From an ancient book, I took a clue
I scaled the frozen mountain tops
Of eastern lands unknown
Time and man alone
Searching for the lost,…. Xanadu
And in doing so, like all Aries are prone to do, I am singularly focused upon finding this ever elusive dynamic. Little did I remember at the time what a throw away. Instant gratification, disposable culture we have become. But that cannot and will not dissuade me, I cannot allow it to, if what I seek is truly a needle in a haystack, so be it, I will endeavor to persevere…...but until I find it....
Solitary Man
By Neil Diamond
Melinda was mine 'til the time
That I found her
Holding Jim
And loving him
Then Sue came along, loved me strong
That's what I thought
Ya, me and Sue
But that died too
Don't know that I will
But until I can find me
The girl who'll stay
And won't play games behind me
I'll be what I am
A solitary man
Solitary man
I've had it to here
Bein' where love's a small word
Part-time thing
Paper ring
I know it's been done
Havin' one girl who'll loves you
Right or wrong
Weak or strong
Don't know that I will
But until I can find me
The girl who'll stay
And won't play games behind me
I'll be what I am
A solitary man...
Solitary man...