Find a more truthful, honest, heartspoken statement about two people getting together, and I'll tip my hat to you. But in the meantime, it has come full circle, and it's time to scribe another note to my future sub, my future partner, my future other half .....
Mon coeur,
I am penning this note to you so that you may come to embrace some of the twisting, turning path I traversed in my seemingly endless journey of discovering the miracle of you. As you know, for our life together we have committed to be one of open and total honesty, fully sharing all that may be shared between two people, forging our future together from the fires of hell that seemed to be akin to a life for each of us before we met. It is hard to believe what we had alone we dared to call a life, now that we know what we are together.
The path to you was frot with hollow illusions, some created by me, some created for me. But it took travelling through them to finally be able to define you, to see your essence in my future, to know finally what it was I had been seeking.
I do not seek perfection. As I myself am far from perfect, especially in this singular stage of my life, I seek only she who has the capacity to complete the parts of me that are missing, and in return, find herself completed as well.
I do not seek a mindless follower. I want you as you are, kind, caring, empathetic.... I want to help you fill in the blanks of your life, achieve your dreams and ambitions, complete the parts of you that are missing with the parts of me that have yearned for you for so long.
I want to defend you from the world, and all the cruelty it is capable of, and to that end I seek one that is capable of letting go of the world and flourishing with me under the power of our dynamic, freed at last to be whatever we seek to be, and to be as one with her that I can and do trust with my own fears and demons that if unleashed may vary well undo my very being.
While I do not know where you are at this moment in time, I have learned that I must be open in all manners possible to be able so see you for what you are when I do finally find you, free from any predefinitions or expectations.
Until next time,
quand tu m'inspires de loin mon coeur,
~ID~
