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where I express my thoughts, stories, opinions and more on my journey as being a sub and little will be presented. Most things will be on what I’m experiencing/experienced and if not it will be mention within the post. Thank you for reading~ ❤
4 years ago. October 14, 2019 at 2:12 PM

Hallo


Good Morning, Good afternoon, Good evening. 


I would like to say that my college mentor doesn’t fail to bring out my emotions I try to keep in. I’m in a emotional state right now where I get triggered easily and the tears just start flowing. When she messaged me not to long ago, it was like she knew I needed some positive feedback. It’s exactly what she did. 

 

TELL YOURSELF:
Everything will work out 

Things will get better

You are Important 

You are worthy of great things

You are loveable

The time is now

This too, shall pass 

You can be who you really are 

The best is yet to come

You are Strong 

YOU CAN DO THIS 

 


I want you guys to know that it’s okay that you’ll get through your struggles and that you’re loved. You should also have self-love because no one can love you better than yourself.


Song of the post: Love Myself by BTS from the Love Yourself: Answer album 



Open your eyes in the dark

When your heart beats

Face to face, you in the mirror

There's an old, frightened question


Maybe it's better than loving someone

What's more difficult is that I love myself

Let's face it

The standards you've given me are more strict with you

A thick ring in your life

Because he is also part of you

Now I have to forgive myself

Our lives are long. Trust me in this maze

After winter, spring comes again


A cold stare

Hide me

It was a complete reversal


I fell down to get that many stars

I'm the one who targets those thousands of brilliant arrows


You've shown me I have reasons

I should love myself

Give me my breath


The me of yesterday, the me of today, the me of tomorrow

(I'm learning how to love myself)

Every last one of them is me


Maybe there's no answer

Maybe this isn't the answer either

You know, even if you love me

I needed someone's permission

I'm still looking for my own

But I don't want to die anymore

The sad me

The sick me

The more beautiful


Yeah, that beauty

I know

The way to my love

The most necessary thing

What you're doing right now

Actions for me

An attitude toward me

It's the happiness for me

I'll show you what I've got

I'm not afraid. It's my thing

Love myself


From the beginning

To the end

There's only one answer


Why don't you keep trying to hide it?

Every scar I made was my zodiac sign


You've shown me I have reasons

I should love myself

Give me my breath


Still in me

I'm clumsy, but...


You've shown me I have reasons

I should love myself

Give me my breath


The me of yesterday, the me of today, the me of tomorrow

(I'm learning how to love myself)

Every last one of them is me


Thank you for reading!!


Reminder: self-care and self-love comes first


(that was a reminder for you and me both because I need to be reminded)


Hugs and friendly Kisses 


Tae❤️

Satindragon{N/A} - Thank you Tae, I think we all need reminding from time to time that the love and respect we have for ourselves is what we reflect onto others.
4 years ago
Morley​(sub female){Max Sterne} - Great post - thanks for sharing! ❤️
4 years ago

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