Good Girl's finish FIRST !♡!

Isn't always enough... 

I want more...

I'm complicated, I know... 

I just want to give up, but I don't

Sometimes just don't matter anymore. 

Am I the only one missing the irritation of human contact? Lol. Normally the one who preferred solidarity, I am now beginning to go stir crazy... The walls, the ceilings... All are the same. The smells, the noise... Never changing. I'm running out of options to keep my mind busy & sane. Don't want to scroll social sites and read too much into the chaos... That will only make it all worse, guess the only thing to do is what I've been doing, which is absolutely NOTHING much. 🙄 

Ugh😔 this sucks...

~M.L~

From the confinements of my home, I'm wishing you all a Happy St. Patrick's Day 🍀 

Enjoy your day!! The best you can, anyways 😉

After a long shift at work last night, I am exhausted... My legs are stiff, my back is aching & my eyes are so heavy I'm having trouble keeping them open. The sweet aroma of coffee woke up my sense's ☕😍 so I might as well try & see what awaits me on this new day. 

💙HAPPY FRIDAY HERE ON THE CAGE!! 😊

~M.L~

For the one's whom battle this Monster on any given basis... I have a few questions for you. 

#1 Do you think JEALOUSY is a healthy emotion? Why or why not?

#2 Is JEALOUSY more common in vanilla or BDSM relationships? Why or why not? 

#3 What steps do you take on handling your JEALOUS ways? 

Wish it would rain🌧... Need an excuse to climb back into bed & hide, lol. 

Hope everyone is doing well amongst the Cage today!! Don't let anyone steal your thunder or tilt your crown! 😃💕

Its a NEW week...a NEW opportunity!! 

Must say, I'm excited about this week😁 so ready to just accept what is & let go of what isn't anymore. 

Sending well wishes to ALL😊💕

~M.L~

Woke up an hour later than usual, not really... But with the time change it sure felt like it, lol. The sun is shinning brighter than usual or maybe my perception is that much clearer, either way... I have my coffee & my notebook ready to embark on this new day 😊💕

Sending well wishes & hopes for a wonderful day to all!! 

~M.L~

Good Day! 

I'm just writing this in hopes of possibly someone knowing the steps in publishing a novel. Currently not using any other social media site a.t.m. so I thought why not try my luck here ☺ it'll be greatly appreciated if anyone has some insight or knowledge of such. 

~M.L.~

• This isnt related to my dynamic or anything dealing with bdsm. No, just me... Releasing my thoughts before my brain pops💥

              The email notification popped up displaying the name I fought hard to forget. Years have passed since I even heard a peep from this person, I'd rather it had stayed that way until the end of time... If I'm honest. I was frozen as I just studied the screen subconsciously biting my nails & fidgeting in my seat I contemplated what could be the conversation awaiting me. Why after all the brutality and pain all those years ago was this person reaching out to me now? My heart was pounding as I gathered my strength to face my biggest fear... Being him. 

               Blinking one hard time as the words came into view I immediately took notice of the statement "I need to see you". Blood starting to boil over I cursed the email as I thought Get f*n Real!! Eyes scanning the 6 paragraphs, I was hit with a flood of emotions & painful memories. This man, unmasked as my not so wonderful stepfather... Is dying. Lingering on that single word for a moment I thought back to all those times I would pray for such, beg for his life to be taken & me to finally be set free of the demons surrounding me at the hands of him. 

                Could this day have finally come? Was my wish finally being answered?  But why am I crying? Why does my heartbreak for this news? Ugh!! Sometimes having a forgiving heart is best because the pain I'm feeling has me at war with myself.

~M.L~